Touched...

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello peeps...

Before I explain everything about this post, i want to say about two things.

First, niat saya buat blog ni, demi Allah untuk kepuasan diri yang masih minat menulis dan berkongsi cerita.. blog ini saya abdikan sebahagian besarnya untuk menyimpan segala memori secara terperinci... motifnya?

 Saya tahu dan faham sangat dunia ini tiada siapa duga.. 

entah esok lusa masih bernyawa atau tidak, masih mampu mengingati atau tidak, saya tidak tahu, anda tidak tahu.. semua ini kuasa Tuhan..

 Jadi, sepenuh hati saya mohon, jangan salah anggap.. 

Tidak ada sekelumit pun rasa hati untuk membongkak atau membangga diri, mahupun mencerca atau mencaci.... 

ok, done with skema words.. next, 2nd...

u'll be surely annoyed today as i'm going to update my blog with few posts (InsyaAllah few je)...

makanya, mohon sabar... 

agak2 sakit mata ke, loya tekak ke bila baca, klik je la pangkah dalam kotak merah kat atas tu..

agak2 dah hilang loya tu esok, mohon sambung baca... hahaha...

ok.. siap..

back to the main issue...

As most of u know, i'm officially penganggur now.. and for the next 3 months..

therefore, hidup penuh kenikmatan sekarang... goyang kaki sentiasa..

hahaha

tapi bila dah beberapa bulan tak buat apa, kaki pun dah penat goyang, mula la nak cari sumber tambah duit...  

yang penting, dengan syarat, i have to work without leaving my house... 

acaner tu???

setelah difikir-fikir, baru tringat, ''eh, i got a nuffnang account laaaaa~''

yang 'laaaaa' part tu sumpah panjang... 

like seriously, bertahun berkurun dah ada acc, tak pernah teringat...

entah berhabuk bersawang ke apa tah...

makanya, terkial-kial la gi bukak...

punya lama tak bukak sampai password pun tak ingat.. hah, hambek kau..

dah buka, godek merata-rata, update apa yang patut...

then...tiba2 cuba try usha tracker..

eh?? 

biasa dari chrome je.. entah knapa ada dari link lain...

faham tak??

maksudnya, ada orang baca my post that being posted in other blog...

senang cakap, my post dicopy and pastekan link nya di blog orang laen.

HAH!!!!

what the.. memang panas...

maka nya, mula la sesi spy... cari sampai lubang cacing...

bila dah jumpa, hasil nya.......

the blog share a post of mine... Asasi Undang-Undang KPTM

Wa terharu doh... sumpah terharu.. tangkap lentok ar wa cakap sama lu..

menitik wa depan lappy.. rasa marah tadi hilang camtu je...

why?

i found this...

berulang-ulang saya baca...

 i don't know why, makin banyak kali baca, makin terharu...

I don't know who is the owner of the blog..

I don't know who is Anis Najwa obviously...

and i really don't know the real motive of sharing my post...

whether it's " don't be like this girl" or " take her words as an advice", i don't know..

but whatever it is, ianya buat hati saya terharu.. luahan hati kecil yang tak seberapa ini, yang nawaitunya, ingin membantu junior2 yang saya kenali, entah mcm mana, beri sdkt erti kpda org luar...

terharu...

dah habis terharu bagai tu, mula siasat pulak, who is the owner of the blog...

and the search brought me to amazement..

If i'm not mistaken la...

If tak salah orang, tak pelanduk dua serupa..

Empunya blog is Ustazah Sakinah Salleh, a writer of few books by PTS, a successful woman..

MasyaAllah... lost my words..

Whatever it is, tq madam.. 

i'm not sure what is my post mean to u but surely, i wish it'll be in a good way...

Tujuan saya tulis bukan untuk kata blog saya dibaca oleh orang luar, bukan..

yang saya cuba sampaikan ialah, whatever about us, may bring some meanings to others..

whether it's the bad side or the good side, it'll help people..

As long as u appreciate yourself, appreciate your memories, appreciate you experiences...

and last but not least, sentiasa bersangka baik...thats all..

Your stories may be a hope to someone else..

Your stories may be an advice to someone else...

Your stories may be a guide to someone else...

Your stories might change someone's life...

Live your life guys...

Laugh out loud...

P/s: Sorry... memang saja buat tema post ni tema panda sempena tibanya panda ke Malaysia.. hehehe

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SyeraZehar

From a sis, to her sis...

Assalamualaikum... hello there my sisters...

Dear my dearest sisters...

We're 19 this year... yup, we're that old now...

As, we're at that age, each and everyone of us went through problems and at certain point, we need each other to keep us live on...

However, sometimes, we can't be there for each other...

It's normal... me too..

i feel bad as i can't be there for u guys every time u need me...

But, that doesn't mean we don't care about each other kan....

Buat kakak2 ku...

At this 19, life getting much much tougher isn't it..

we cried... we smiled...

even though all of those bright smiles were just freakin' fake, who cares... 

Problems with study: Things are getting complicated kan??

Problems with guys: People said, it's hard to understand girls, but hell it's much more complicated to understand guys..

Problems with friends: Why on earth they can't understand us?

Problems with family: Why can't my family be like other family?

Problems with everything: Hahahaha... PMS maybe...

At certain time, we try to find each other for one of those above reason..

It's hard kan this year... I know..We know..

Buat adik2 ku...

Be strong...

If u want to cry, cry all the tears...when u done with tears, make sure none will wet your face again...

If u want to scream, scream all those words..when u done with them, make sure none will get out from that mouth again...

If u want to slam the door, or campak2 bantal, or tumbuk2 almari or hentak2 kaki, buatlah... but when u done with all those things, head up...

Buat kawan2 ku...

Stop crying..

Head up...

Your tiara is falling...

Buat sahabat2 ku...

Be a girl with a mind, a woman with attitude and a lady with class...

Dear my dearest people of my whole life,

I'm so sorry for being your friend..

your friend that are not there when you need me the most...

your friend that don't even care to text you or call you once in a while...

but demi Allah, i never thought of forgetting you guys...

I'm so sorry that i need to write these up so that u guys can read this when u think there's nobody there for u...

I'm so sorry...

Ya Tuhan,

Engkau hias hidupku dengan ciptaan seindah-indah rupa dengan insan bernama sahabat...

yang warna hidupnya berbeza..

yang disatukan dengan satu warna..

warna darah...

yang bernamakan persahabatan..

thank you for giving me extra sisters..

InsyaAllah dunia akhirat..

Dear my dearest people,

Aina, Nora, Wani, Mot..

jangan tanya kenapa... sebab aku sendiri tak tau mana puncanya...

pucuk pangkalnya, May Allah bless us...

P/s: I found pictures of us years back... remember, during hari merentas desa, when everyone decided to run, we decided to be paragediks.... gediks all the way... hahaha.. dalam hujan sibuk tangkap gambar... asked completely strangers untuk tgkap gmbr kita... siap tukar fb bagai... remember all those moments lari2 dalam hujan atas padang... Remember??

the younger version of us.. insyaAllah, ada rezeki, kita re-snap balik k... till then, take care sistahs..

From deep down of my heart,

With lots and lots of love....

Your sister,

Syera

Be Strong

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hye...

This is my first post after days from the last one..

i'm thinking of writing a post after the upcoming trip,

 however, something make me write one today...

Honestly, when i saw those words, i'm hurt..

Once, i'd hurt so much.... because of what happened..

but, keeping anger didn't bring me anywhere..

Therefore, i decided to see people that i care happy...

I don't have any rights to hate anyone...

and i learnt to respect their feelings, their decision, their actions...

As long as they're happy with what they're doing...

With hope they'll be happy for the rest of their life...

but when this kindof thing happened, i'm hurt too..

Before, i can asked if they're ok?

Before, i tried to make things better...

Before, i tried to change the topic so that they can forget the problem even for a moment...

Before, i tried to figure out what on earth can i do to make they smile again...

But now, i can only watch from a distance...

Hoping that God will protect u, your heart and your future...

Hoping that there'll be someone that can comfort u, hug u and tell u that everything will be just fine...

Hoping that you're strong enough to face all these craps...

Hoping that u'll be ok...

and that's all I can do...

Hoping...

If and only if u guys, people who I care, too care, and forever will be cared, see this post, i want u to know this,

Hey,

This thing called life is like this...

Rough, cruel and unfair...

U care too much, U care too little, they will leave...

Whatever happen, be strong...

Hold there for a lil bit..

Things will get better afterward...

Whatever happen, turn back to your families, to your parents, to your adik2, to your buddies...

They are there for a reason...

May God bless u..

People i care...

I really wish u guys are happy...

Wake up tomorrow and say that you're happy..

Tweet that you are happy with your life...

Post a pic of u in instagram with your brightest smile...

Sing to songs like nobody care... just like before...

Smile as u deserve them...

And I'll smile...

P/S: To someone who recklessly drive with extreme speed using          just one hand like 'i-don't-care-cause-i-dont-want-to-get-        married' before, make John Legend's 'All of Me' as your

     wake up song... drive carefully..

Sincerely,

Hera

9teen is your number....

Assalamualaikum wbt and happy 19~

This post is specially dedicated to my one and only Atiqah Dalila yang jauh di mata, dekat di hati... ecehhhh~ kemain lagi... hahaha...

You're 19 babe... A year older than me officially....hehehe

Dah boleh kawen dah ni...

*Birthday song*

From the bottom of my heart, happy Birthday Atiqah Dalila..

 Moga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki, membesar sebagai anak yang membanggakan ibu bapa, insan yang berjaya dan dapat memenuhi tuntutan masyarakat sejagat... hahaha

Hey girl or i should call you a lady now, happy 19th... may you have a blast birthday... 

i don't know how u celebrate it there, but still, di tanah air ini, i'm praying the best for you and your life...

you've been a very very very great friend to me... 

susah nak terangkan what we'd did...

only God know how much i'm glad to know you... a very wonderful person that saw my ups and downs, my cry and laughter, my ugly side of life just in a year...

we've eat together, shopped together, cuci mata together, gossipping together...

remember how we'd put all our efforts to Bangi?

remember how we overnight in McD?

stay with me tepi pagar UiTM at 5am?

jalan kat sek.7 waktu subuh....

it's crazy for me to do all those things, but i'm glad i did all that with u...

so, dear my dearest girl,

life can be quite harsh... but remember, God is not that cruel...

he knows what he did...

he plan so well for u...

what's most important now, pursue your dreams, enjoy your youth and the other part of your life, God will arrange it...

Things will be much harder in years after, but remember this, whenever u have problems, and u don't know where to go to, i'll always here to help u..

just hello2 me, insyaAllah, i'll try to help...

i don't know when else we can see each other..

insyaAllah, kalau x degree, nanti2 kita jumpa gak di tanah orang... 

i'm not sure where i'll be going this September but, UK is not that bad after all kan...

Tiqah, 19 is your number now...

 stay perettay babe,happy birthday Atiqah Dalila...

With lots and lots and lots of love,

Me ^^

If and only if....

Assalamualaikum wbt .... hye people~

Dah kenapa syera tiba2 cakap hal ni??

 kata hari tu 'no opposite gender allowed' kan?? yup... it's so true..

However...... hehehe... hari ni kan, i don't know why,

 but suddenly i got the feeling to watch this Korean programme, 

We Got Married, that once, i'd been so fanatic over it..

hahaha... nama pun perempuan kan...

 i'm quiet into Korean program but not that fanatic...

so, today, i don't know why, i started to watch again all the episodes of Khuntoria couple and YongSeo couple..

 This couple....

and this couple~ ^^

as a girl, i can't ignore the fun and enjoyment of all the Korean fantasies...

watching all the dramas and these WGM episodes fill my day..

Hehehe~ i started to think and imagine what kind of guy that i dream of and so on...hahaha~ silly me...

well, honestly, it's not about their handsome face or their image 

(ok, ada la skit pasal image, tp minor), but what caught my attention the most is their manner... 

i know that all of those scenes are just based on the script, drama semata-mata, but what important is that, the manner jadi mcm sort of panduan to their citizen.. even normal people do all those manners nowadays..

gila tak cair kalau camtu... hahaha..

aku yang hati agak kental ni pun hancur lebur, ni kan pulak yang tangkap jiwang tangkap leleh... hahahaha~

hehehehehe~  ^^

writing all these pun, i'm all smile...

but, i know, to expect someone like that is totally nonsense..

i don't expect for perfect man...

as i'm not a perfect lady either....

I'm not asking for a man that come from a rich family...

or pull the seat belt for me...

or walk beside me to avoid other people stumbled me..

or use his sweater to keep me warm..

or open the door for me, pull the chair for me..

or even do all the surprises ...

i don't expect all that...

what i need is a nice man..

that appreciate me as much as i appreciate him..

that know where to place me in his life...

that's all...

hahahah~ cliche tho..

but IF and ONLY IF i can make a wish and it'll surely come true,

i want 1 YongHwa, 2 Nickhun, 1 WooBin, 3 JoongKi and 1 Chen...

semua original, Chen tu je bagi spicy...take away... hehehehe

and yeah, that's why i put IF and ONLY IF there... *sigh*

Hailah, sape la yang tanak kalau jodoh dah mcm ni kan... hehehe~

Owh, and one more, guys, can u please appreciate all the lil things that we did and do all the lil things..

We don't expect the big things..

We appreciate the lil things the most...

I'd learnt my lesson..

Whatever happened back then, it's not your fault, not my fault, not anyone fault... it's just a lesson for us in the process of growing up..

There are so much lacking in us that God gave us a break to improve ourselves..

And when i said 'no' or stop suddenly, doesn't mean u're not good enough for me, or you're bad person or etc etc..

It just that I know u deserve better person, u can end your life with a better lady and i have lot and lot of improvements to do first...

Friendzone is the safest place...

Therefore, contact me, like always, as friends, not more and not less...

i'll be more than glad ^^

and i believe it's true...

therefore, sekarang tempoh menunggu, for the right moment, the right place and the right person..

Nak yang macam ni...

macam ni pun nak gak...

macam ni pun boleh...

macam ni sangatlah digalakkan...

and last but not least............

* drum roll please*

awwwwwwww~ dah... kalau dpt mcm ni, like dream come true...

that's all for today punya session merepek.. 

till everything happen, keep on dreaming as that's the only thing we can do... hehehee~

P/s : People asked me bout my dream guy, and my answer is, I want a MAN that wear SUIT during day and BAJU MELAYU and KAIN PELIKAT during night... 

#deepthought

Live your life people... Don't u dare to feel lonely...

The moment u feel like nobody care bout u, there's at least one heart that wish u are there...

so, people, feel free to contact me...

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Irah

New List...

Assalamualaikum... hello~

Yes.. this is my 2nd post in a day...

Nampak sangat banyak benda yang terjadi sampai boleh hentam 2 post skali...

Many things happened... everything turned me to a weaker person...

Yeke?

Maybe... but most importantly, i wanna change...

and this is my plan.. (semua ni plan semata-mata)

1. Get into a good uni and start a new life with new identity.

2. Enjoy my youth days more with my family and Ma Girls.

3. Trying to be a cool person maybe... hehehe

4. Absolutely 'No Entry' to opposite gender in my life.

5. Try all sort of food and enjoy every kind of coffee..

6. Learn all the basics skills..

7. Start bahas again

8. Exercise more..( walaupun tau takkan terjadi, angan2 kena ada)

9. Try out new activites...

10.Learn to live alone comfortably

I want to be alone. Enjoy myself without being disturb by world. Be an indie lady. Built a career. Happy with my life. Have fun to the max. That's all.

F.U.L.L.S.T.O.P

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me

Friendzone

Assalamualaikum w.b.t... hye kiddies~

Many people have this problem before mainly with girls..

 but before this i thought this is not that serious..and maybe not worth it to be a concern.. 

but now that i experienced it, it is so damn hard.. 

lagi2 at this youth age... 

in whatever situation, i always draw a line in any relationship..

lagi2 with friends of opposite gender...

and don't get me wrong.

i'm not bad, i just want to accept the reality and pijak di bumi nyata..

i know the limit, i know my limit..

when i took any actions, when i said any words, i'd thought about all those things thousands time before i did it..

what i did just for everyone's sake..

i don't want to hurt your feelings, others' feeling, and my feeling..

when i put a gap, doesn't mean i hate you or u're bad person...

i just don't want bad things to happen..

u said u can control..

well, nobody can control their feeling.. me too..

just, yang penting, i got my own reason why i did all these..

and sorry..

for everything...

have a nice day..

totally me,

syera

Asasi Undang-undang KPTM

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye...

i'm done with Asasi year... so, 5 months break before degree started..

ramai juniors yang bertanya pasal Asasi Undang-undang..

maaf lambat beri penjelasan...

so, i'm going to answer few of the Qs given..

Maaf, i'm not going to explain the differences between UiTM and KPTM or what are the subjects or how long it takes to finish Asasi year or such as u can google it and there are so many posts by other bloggers on this topic...

i'll go directly ok..

 but this is my answers, based on my experiences, based on my opinion..

lain orang lain pendapat...

so first, ramai yang tanya, susah ke tak..

well, any courses memang susah.. tak kira la masuk matrik ka, form 6 ka, diploma ka, foundation ka, asasi ke, smuanya susah...

As long as u put efforts, everything will be less harder..

i don't say it will be easy, but it'll be less harder... hehehe~

sejujurnya, it's superly hard..

when u're in there, don't say u're straight As, or you got A+ for history or BM or English, everyone there got the same result..

U're straight As or not, u got 4 or 5 As, don't worry, once u're there, your SPM result is nothing...

penat2 kau belajar, masuk sana, they treat u equally...

tak kira la kau best student kebangsaan ka, kau budak jenayah sekolah ka, u'll be treated the same.. 

so, chillex sudah..

owh, ada yang tanya kelayakan..

i'm not sure bout the requirement sebab ada yang straight As, ada yg 4,5 A pun ada...

senang kata, bergantung pada rezeki..

and, betulkan mindset, if u're so damn good waktu sekolah pun, tak jamin kau boleh dapat dean list every sem macam makan koci..

no way..

kecuali kalau kau study spuluh kali ganda daripada persiapan kau nak spm dulu..

Owh, i'm an Asasi student at shah alam, so, i'm not sure the condition in merbok and kuantan..

but i believe, its not that much different..

after all, yang penting kau minat..

kau masuk Asasi law, tak bermaksud u'll be a lawyer..

so not true..

u can go into so many courses afterward... 

management, biz, political science, etc etc...

yang penting, jangan hanyut.. tu je..

sumpah memang best kalau dapat masuk shah alam..

kebebasan terlampau..

memang seronok.. depan UiTM tu sek. 7...

boleh aku kata, syurga makanan...

kau nak breakfast McD, brunch KFC, lunch subway, tea kat secret recipe, dinner pizza, late dinner kat tutti frutti pun boleh...

nak habiskan duit pun senang...

sunway pyramid, sunway lagoon, klcc, sacc, midvalley, timesquare, pavi...

anywhere u want to go, easily access..

tapi, hidup mesti ada batas...

normal la aku tengok student asasi gi midnight movie and overnight kat mcD...

but, if u can handle your lifestyle like that, without rosakkan your future, silakan..

but, if and only if, u know yourself, and u know u can't handle it, please don't do it...bahaya...seronok sekarang tak jamin seronok kemudian..

aku nasihat sekarang bukan sebab aku baik sangat, tapi sebab aku nampak dah kesan dia.. ramai yang hanyut... aku pun hampir2..

2nd sem, mcd tu dah jadi macam rumah aku je.. overnight takyah cakap la..

but bring along your books.. study there is better..

yang perempuan, confrim2 korang kat kolej mawar... 

bagi aku, mawar tu pun dah terlebih meriah..

 kau nak makan apa, kau nak beli apa, Dataran Cendekia kat atas tu pun dah lebih dari cukup...

yang laki, pandai2 la korang hidup.. hahaha..

so, takat ni je la dulu kot.. bayangan asasi lagi, nanti ar sambung...

serabut nak ingat balik...

sape2 yang nak tanya, boleh contact anytime, insyaAllah mana boleh tolong, aku tolong...

until then,

live your life...

XOXO,

syera