Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello..
Dah kenapa emo tiba2... dah la lama tak update, tiba2 nak emo..
Lol~ abaikan..
Erm, in another few hours, like in 8 hours, i'll have my life changing moment..
I'm not sure whether I'll have the happy tears or the sad tears, i'm not sure..
Whatever it is, i really hope it will have a happy ending..
And here I am, at 4 a.m, watching sad movie alone while crying mcm apa je..
Cry of happiness, cry of nervousness, cry of loneliness, cry of sadness..
Well, this is my way..
I watched sad movies to let my tears away ^^
It'd been a very tough few months for me...
Well, 19 is not what i expect it to be...
Hmmm~ but yeah, life goes on..
I'm not sure who's here...I'd been thinking for few weeks..
Maybe you or maybe even you or you...
hahaha... The 'you's ' that i'll never knew..
This nervousness and happiness, I expect it differently a year ago...
Expectation can be too high...
however hard we try, somehow, can never be reached...
Not that i'd never try... well, fated..
HATI is called as hati for a reason kan...
So people, whatever happen tomorrow, redha and pasrah k..
This feeling should be shared...
Shared..
That was my plan since a year ago...
No, since everything started..
Well, dear me, share..
Plan no more..
Sorry, i don't know what else to write..
May Allah bless..
take care there..
me,
Syera
First Snow - Exo
