My Greatest 'Adik'..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and good morning...

*i'm writing this post at 11 a.m... it's morning

I'm supposed to write about my previous family vacation tapi ada topic lain yang dah lama sangat terfikir nak tulis, tapi tak tulis2 lagi... so, sementara masih ingat and ada ilham ni, baik tulis dulu kan..

yet so true.. i can be mad.. MUAHAHAHA...*kidding~

so, obviously, saya nak cerita about two guys yang saya dah anggap macam adik saya sendiri..

 kalau bahasa mudah nya orang panggil as 'adik angkat' la kot.. takpun junior..orang kata ber'adik angkat' ni bahaya... ke arah maksiat kan... tapi, rasanya kalau sesama senior junior, masih menjaga batas pergaulan, nawaitu betul, saling support each other, tolong menolong, maybe tak salah kot.. sorry for those who thinks what i write here is wrong, but i do believe, we don't commit any crime here....ecehh~

First thing first...this is them ...

the 'sis' and the 'bro'.....

This is them... the kids that make my life colorful, the kids that taught me a lot, the kids that make me laugh and cry like there's no tomorrow...

 the kids that i called as my Adiks...

so, macam biasa, in my blog, i'll tell readers bout people that exist in my life.. i'll introduce them by my point of view..

And, this is my lil sis...

she's cute...she's Aimi Amanina...  = )

She's Aimi Amanina but i call her Aimi or Eymi or sis or so much more nick names...Camne boleh kenal?? well, when she's form 1 and i was form 2, she's my dorm mate.. so, we'd know each other for years jugak la..so, one of those years, tak sure whether 2009 or 2010, (maaf, sis ta brape igt, biasa la da tua2 ni, ingatan ta brapa kuat..)tergerak hati nak jadikan this girl as my sis.. so, finding and searching and looking for the most suitable time to propose... eceh~ propose gitu..teeheeee~ then, suddenly, i've to go for a debate competition.. 

so, at that time, i tell Nora, ''Nora, lepas kita gi bahas ni, kalau kita menang, aku nak mintak aimi jadi adik angkat.. aku tak tau kenapa, tapi aku akan ambik dia jadi adik angkat.. so, kena make sure kita menang la.."

See that, kan da cakap da, ta salah ber'adik-akak' angkat if nawaitu betul.. belum declare pape lagi da jadi satu matlamat a.k.a pendorong untuk achieve something... so, yeah, Alhamdulillah...team bahas kitorang menang.. 

dalam kereta Cikgu Rodzlina, da start fikir, camne la nak propose budak Aimi ni...sampai asrama, rehat2, baring kat katil, dok fikir, camne la nak jumpa budak ni...hahaha...fikir macam apa je..

Masa : Waktu prep malam

Tempat : Dewan Makan asrama Al-Munawwarah

Perasaan : Tuhan je yang tau... 

waktu, tu, kalau ada sape2 tanya, ''syera, hang ok tak ni??''...
i'll definitely answered, ''yes, i'm F.I.N.E''

huhuhu, macam apa je.. tahap nervous tu, kalah tahap nervous waktu kat atas stage final bahas negeri.. dasyat tak dasyat nye waktu tu..

 Tuhan je yang tau.. walaupun hati tengah nervous, muka kena control... hahaha.. so, i write something, sort of a proposal for her in a piece of paper.. then, lipat2 wat jadi surat... nasib baik malam tu kitorang buat something like a debater's meeting... then, saja panggil Aimi dok sebelah, slow2 pas kat dia surat tu...ehehehe.. cara kanak2.. biasa la.. malu woo nak mintak depan2...

And lucky me when she said YES!!!

so, from then on, there she is... my lil sis...

Eymi sorang yang emotional-not-stable... hahaha... maksud nya, susah nak predict mood dia.. kadang2 dia ok je, tengah gelak2, tiba2 boleh nangis pulak, then tiba2 leh buat tacing, then datang plak angin bebai dia...so, tu la dia... maen mrajuk pun kuat minah ni.. nasib die la dapat sis yang tak reti pujuk like me.. seriously, i dont know how to pujuk2 orang mrajuk ni...

she's cute, she's skinny (ni pun dia bising gemuk lagi  ==' ), dia sangat lah pandai, sangat lah kepoh, sangat suka mengulang apa yang orang cakap a.k.a repeater... 

one thing i'll never forget about her... bila dia baru sampai asrama or bila saya baru sampai asrama, she'll scream like this..

''KAK SYERA!!!!!"

then dengar la blok bergegar sebab ada budak lari datang dorm saya.. hahaha..then my dorm mate akan cakap..

''dia datang dah...datang dah adik syera tu..''

miss those moment...

then kitorang suka lepak2, borak2 pasal study problem, pasal heart problem, pasal debate and so much more.. giving presents and chocs and foods.. yup, both of us suka makan... so yeah, it's fun where there is just us.. but then, bad news, she got an offer to sbp.. and she don't know and not sure whether she should go or not... so, i just ask her to go for her own future...

 and there she goes... SBP Muar, Johor... even though kitorang da jauh, we're still in contact, but nowadays dah jarang2 sebab she's sitting her SPM this year.. so, Good luck Eymi, akak doakan yang terbaik untuk Aimi, i know u can do it much much better than me.. do take care of yourself... take a good care of your solat.. don't miss to pray to Allah.. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine..

ingat lagi last year, there's this speacial day.. days before that, i keep dreaming her coming to the hostel, have a chat with me, hugging and kissing..then, at 'the day', i just came back from school.. rehat2 atas katil when one of my dorm mate cakap, ''syera, ada orang nak jumpa''...

and like always, like a big boss, i'll say, ''masuk je la''...

and....woila...there she is.. out of nowhere, she pop out in front my dorm...she's wishing goodluck for my SPM and so on... she gave me a letter...

this is the letter...sapa nak usha, klik la untuk zoom..

yeah, i glad to have her as my sis...

gambar dekat 3 tahun lepas... muka pun macam apa je..

Next, the bro... this is him..

he's a grown up now.. he's Farid Izani...

well, this kid pun one of my juniors..Saya panggil dia farid or kadang2 Jani.. kenal dia since he's Form1 sampai la da besar panjang sekarang..i don't know why, but i do treat him like a little kid.. baby to be exact.. hahaha.. tak tau la knapa, tapi nampak dia ni macam insecure sangat..as he is my team mate bahas, so, setiap kali gi lawan mana2, mesti tanya...

"Farid ok?"

"Farid, nak makan apa?''

"Farid, nak makan tak?"

"Farid mana farid??"

"Farid, ada air mineral tak?"

"Farid, da ready belum?"

"Farid, nak mineral water tak?"

and the Qs continue like forever....hahaha..sian kat farid sebab kena layan macam budak2...sori k..

He's so pandai, perangai macam budak2 skit, pun jenis emosi terganggu

*mood dia berubah2 kalah orang perempuan...hehehe

Punya la cepat tacing, nak cakap ngan dia kena hati2 sket, kalau tak free2 je kena jeling...tapi farid matured than his age

*his thinking, not his act...huhuhu~

he's quite close with me.. selalu je kitorang main pas2 surat if ada problem.. so, we gave advice to each other..kadang2 main gaduh2... i don't have a real lil bro, so, to have a junior like him make me feel like i do have one..

There're ups and downs happened between us.. but yeah, after all, we're still siblings... take care of each other even though dari jauh..

sekarang farid da pindah sekolah ke MRSM Taiping... yup, my adik-adik semua pandai2... saya je tak.. blessed to have them.. make me put more effort during my SPM.. but yeah, i do know they will do much much much better than me.. just miss you guys...

Bahas kat selangor last year.. sedih tengok farid dah besar..hahaha... rasa macam mak2 gitu..

see that, we know each other since muka kitorang muka budak2 lagi..

he even slept with my sweater in the train...

cikgu Rodzlina la paling cute... heeee~

see....dia still pakai sweater orang tanpa rasa bersalah  =='

that's us... zaman masing2 masih kanak2.. abaikan tudung blogger yang hancur disitu...

nampak sangatkan perbezaan kitorang... 

sorang pakai dress tingkat2 yang kalau pusing2 boleh kembang2 gitu..

sorang lagi bajet ayu pakai baju kebaya...merana nak jalan wei...=='

my two adiks....

orang tengah serious pun yang kecik tu sempat buat 'peace' lagi.. that's why he's still an adik

So, this is them.. this is us.. InsyaAllah, i'll never forget them.. May Allah bless u guys... 

so guys, remember, sometimes, being a senior didn't means you're always right.. and being a junior didn't means you're always wrong..there's no age limitation to do something in a wrong way.. so, hargailah senior2 dan junior2 anda... 

Hargailah adik beradik anda... whatever u'll do, they're still your siblings...

ni tader kena mengena ngan post ni.. this is for the next post..nak tau apa dia...wait and see...

live your life guys.. don't hurt other people's feeling...

 tak yah nak tunjuk sangat la weii.. macam ye2 je kau punya...orang tak tunjuk bukan sebab tak ada, tapi taknak 'menunjuk'..

Eh?? tiba2 ter'emo'...hahaha.. but yeah, Allah swt who plans everything...not you... and one more thing, He plans the best.. keep that in mind..

XOXO, 

uknoWho

The Next Step of My Life...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam Perak aman jaya...

I'll start my post with praises to the Almighty for giving me opportunities, chances and varies of ways to live my life..

ecehhh~ i know my words are horrible, but at least i dare to try..

huhuhu..nampak tak... ley rasa tau aura semangat tu!!!...

ehehehe...so, saja nak share macam mana keadaan orang yang tak reti bersyukur dan bagaimana Tuhan itu begitu adil...

There's one line i keep repeat it to myself...

" U're not meant to study overseas..What a life.."

yup, saya tau ayat tu agak takbur..ya saya tau..tapi kalau anda melalui apa yang saya lalui, tipu la kalau tak sedetik pun terniat di hati nak cakap ayat kat atas tu..

1. Waktu saya form 2 or 3, saya gi interview untuk satu program pertukaran

    pelajar ke Jepun..so yeah, i just love this kind of programme..mula2 lepas

  saringan peringkat negeri.. then, untuk saringan akhir, which mean peringkat

 kebangsaan where i'd been scold for picking the wrong programme.. juri2

   sarankan saya ambik program yang dikhaskan untuk pelajar ting.5... lol~ dah jelas dan nyata, how on earth a form3 student could join a form 5 student's programme.. so, sayonara japan~

sayonara Yui Yoshioka...someone told me that Yui and me got similarities.. hahahaha.. kidding~

 i just love her artworks...but unfortunately, hanya tinggal angan2..

 *by the way, whoever can see the similarities, please tell me..

2. when i was in form5, once again, i tried for the student exchange

    programme...but this time, it was for the USA..saringan pertama, passed..

    saringan akhir...tettttttttt.....failure... i got the letter a week after the

    interview done..so, that's it.. well done.. toodles USA...

in your dream Syera..in your dream~

3. Harapan terakhir hanya melalui Mara..but unforunately, kelalaian membawa

   padah...adios Spain~

   nothing to talk more...

after punya banyak penangguhan...FINALLY....superb excited... penuh mengharap..sila klik untuk usha labih...

*sila abaikan segala citer Thai yang tengah di'download' tu...hahaha...kantoi free

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Nah kau... terus tak dipertimbangkan... hancur hatiku....huhuhu..


That's it.. all the chances for me to study overseas just became a dream...

" what a life.."

Tapikan.... Tuhan itu maha adil...Kenapa saya kata macam tu??


~ Kalau saya dapat ke Jepun tu, saya dalam risiko yang tinggi kerana pada
  tahun itulah, Jepun mengalami gempa bumi dan kebocoran radiasi tahap berbahaya...

~Kalau saya dapat ke USA, saya tidak akan berpeluang menjalani temuduga,
  permohonan biasiswa, permohonan ipta, ambik lesen kereta dan goyang kaki 6 bulan kat rumah...

~Kalau saya dapat jurusan Bahasa Sepanyol under Mara, saya tak boleh
   beraya di kampung setiap tahun, tak pasti ke mana arah saya kalau tak
    lepas syarat minimum kelayakan, dan kemungkinan besar kena kerja kat
     sana dalam kedutaan...eheh~..but ya, i'm a Malaysian, I'm a Malay..I can't live without roti canai, rendang, nasi ayam, burger dan segalanya...hahaha...food is a serious matter to me...hehehe..


Sebab itu saya kata Tuhan itu sangat adil.. He planned the best for me.. 
dan Tuhan beri saya yang lebih baik...

 Alhamdulillah..mungkin saya ditakdirkan ke sini...

Pesan mama: Kamu patut bersyukur sebab kamu dapat apa yang kamu

                   mintak, apa yang kamu minat.. ada orang result cemerlang, tapi

                    tak dapt kemana...ada orang da usaha, tapi result tak 

                   seberapa, tak dapat jugak peluang macam kamu.. lepas ni, 

                   usaha sungguh-sungguh..

Ramai yang kata, ambik course law, sangat susah... sangat jarang boleh score...kalau tak score asasi, tak boleh sambung degree in law..so, course ni sangat susah.. lagi2 yang jenis short term memory macam saya.. 

ya, saya sedar, pengusaan bahasa Inggeris saya sangat minima, i'm lack of confidence, i don't have the ability to be a lawyer... but why not i give a try... i choose this path... there's no turning back.. 

by hook or by crook, i MUST be a lawyer... that's it.. FIGHTING!!!
hahahaha... just give me supports..insyaAllah, i'll try my best to go beyond everyone's expectation..eceh...

how i wish to work in there...tah berpeluang ke tak...

So, i'll be continue my study for pre-law in UiTM Shah Alam in the Law Faculty..from what i heard, UiTM Shah Alam got the best Law School in Malaysia.. saya pun tak pasti..kalau betul, thank you Allah for giving me this opportunity...doakan saya terus tabah di sana...

Credit to my parent yang bertungkus lumus uruskan hal pendaftaran ni.. segala borang mama ayah yang uruskan... Terima kasih sebab tak kira berbelanja untuk beli barang... tq for the time, energy and money.. i'll can never replaced them... TQ to the makcik2 and pakcik2 sama ada sedara mara mahupun kawan mama ayah yang bagi sokongan dan bantuan.. TQ to my friends and seniors yang pujuk saya untuk sabar sebab saya keseorangan di UiTM nanti.. Yeah, i know nobody there... poor me... 

Tq to orang tu yang support me a lot,trying hard to comfort me, trying to give me courage, giving me comfy words..insyaAllah, i'll  remember..

Yet, this is so true...bro n sis, people will not stop talking..ingat satu benda.. apa2 orang cakap, keep this word in your heart..''ABAIKAN"...hahaha..

 this is the best solution... 

dengar lah kata hati, percaya pada rancangan yang maha Esa..

live your life guys..May God bless u guys..

XOXO,

uknoWho

Buah Hati Baru  <3


Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hye guys!!

Tajuk tu sungguh menyerlahkan ciri-ciri kegatalan...hahaha... 

ye, saya tau dan cukup sedar..

Nak bagi tau rahsia ni...saya dah ada buah hati baru...obses baru...heeee~ shhh...rahsia kita tau...

=='

Nampak tak?? over disitu...

ok..carry on with the story..actually, baru2 ni, saya ada obses dengan beberapa benda...jom check it out one by one...

1. Brown colored Mini Cooper.... *sila jerit kat sini  

Awwwww..isn't it cute...heee~ yup..i'm a super duper choco-brownish-thingy-lover...

Dulu saya kata nak swift kan.. saya still nak swift for my first car.

.mini cooper is the next one... hahaha...

bila atas highway, nampak je dua jenis kereta ni lalu tepi kereta , mata jadi shining2 gitu.

nanti da ada kereta, buat sign besar2 belakang kereta, 

'THIS CUTE THING OWNED BY SYERA ZEHAR'...

hahaha..ambek kau..nak sangat kan..

2. The limited edition Amber BROWN samsung galaxy note...

     

     Yang ni hari tu buat saya menitik... cantik wooo..untung la sapa merasa

     beli tu..lawa sangat2....nampak macam klasik tapi memang smart habis..

     sapa yang memang suka warna coklat, confirm faham why i craze about

     this thing,,

lawa kan...erm..nak nangis balik....

3.BigBang

   I'm not that kind of kpop die-hard-fan ke apa... i do watch their movies,

   dramas, tv show..tapi takla obses sangat... kalau obses pun maybe 

   Running Man je kot..tapi bigbang ni, just got my  attention lately...lagu

   diorang certain2 je yang minat.. tapi suka diorang punya unique quality of

   each members...hahaha...acaner tu??

these 5 guys are awesomely cool...like serious cool...heee..fanatic la katakan..

this is le' favourite.....TOP...character dia sangat unique and an unpredictable guy...saya suka saya suka~

suara dia....haisy...susah cakap, mula2 dengar jadi seram, lama2 boleh bikin cair wei....

woila...this is GD..my fav too... dia ni ala2 mystique sikit...sangatla talented and fashionable...eceh..

All and all, i love to watch these guys on tv...

4. Ribena....teeeheee~

yang ni memang fav sejak azali lagi..tak boleh pisah dah..hahaha

Ramai orang kata minum ni macam budak2...hello, it's a drink..anyone can drink it.. no age limitation k...cara minum tu yang paling unik..hahaha..ada sorang je yang tau cara saya minum Ribena camne...rahsia...hhhuhuhu..that's y orang tu kata saya kanak2...

so, that's it.. these are my current obsessions.. nanti da obses benda baru, saya habaq na.. by the way, InsyaAllah i'll be a lawyer-to-be soon... and Alhamdulillah, Allah has approved  our wish... our plans went smoothly...everything gonna be fine..TQ Allah.. You're the best...huhuhu..boleh pulak...

ni tada kena mengena ngan post...saja je nak layan mood jiwang...huhuhu~

k guys, create new obsession for a greater life..hahaha..this is my own quote..

live your life guys..May God bless u always..

XOXO,

uknoWho

Temu Duga KPLSPM...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and selamat hari guru + selamat hari ibu...

perghhh..stock gabung habis semua la tu.. 

macam takley nak panjang lagi dah..ekekeke~ 

so, credit to all teachers and mothers around the whole wide world...

ok, done with that.. continue with the main story...

so, saya dapat tawaran temuduga....

sila lah klik untuk double triple zoom ya...

sama jugak..klik yer...

So, inilah dia, menandakan kena gi interview..

 kepada adik2 (adik2 kau..hahaha..rasa macam udah tua pulak) yang akan gi interview, baik la kalau prepare awal2... tanak kelam kabut last minit k...

Banyak benda kena sah kan la, kena ada gambar passport la..kena buat borang penyataan hasrat la...

this is my kind of penyataan hasrat..abaikan ayat yang agak tah pape tu and kesalahan tatabahasa ok..just na bagi korang idea, apa tu penyataan hasrat...

So, disebabkan interview tu awal pagi, bagi yang dok jauh macam saya ni, kena la datang awal.. nak lagi selamat, datang awal sehari la.. datang la awal, boleh survey tempat dulu.. kalau tak, mau sesat jugak korang nanti...

banyak tak bag??? hahaha... yang lain tu barang saya kecuali yang bag hitam putih tu bag mama ayah.. benda pegi 2 hari 1 malam je pun...  =='

disebabkan majoriti hotel penuh, terpaksalah bermalam di sebuah hotel yang sangat la kiut, betul-betul berdepan ngan Queens Bay Mall.. 
kalau nak pegi QB tu, ada la kot jalan 6,7 langkah.. 
then sampaila ke QB yang besar tu..teeeheee~



The very next morning, keluar awal, takut traffic jammed.. 
(peringatan to adik2, kalau boleh datang awal sejam..boleh tenangkan diri kejap)

tu la dia rupa QB waktu pepagi buta..hahaha..maaf atas ke'blur'an gambar ni... ==' haisy, rosak bahasa..

sampai kat IPG p.pinang dekat pukul 7..jadi, sempat la dulu sarapan dekat kafe dia.. mama dok sibuk misscalls my along yang juga student kat situ, namun malang sekali, mama tak boleh masuk blok tolong gerakkan bangun tido...hahaha..

waktu tu nampak la 2,3 budak cina yang datang ngan mak ayah diorang.. muka memang confirm2 macam budak pandai... hai, segannya nak interview ni.. dekat2 pukul 8.00 tu, orang makin ramai..majoriti budak non-muslim..

dalam hati da fikir macam-macam dah.. jenuh la nak compete ngan budak non-muslim if ambil TESL...

dinasihatkan kepada adik2..pakai la pakaian yang formal..

maksudnya, if lelaki, pakai la seluar slack hitam, kemeja lengan panjang dan bertali leher... tolonglah jangan pakai warna yang striking contohnya warna merah or orange, ataupun warna2 yang gelap seperti hitam or biru gelap...sangat lah tak sesuai.. kalau boleh jangan pakai kemeja putih dengan tali leher hitam, nampak macam salesman la bro... pakai la yang sopan dan kemas..berkasut hitamlah anda..kalau kasut tu shining, ley dapat extra marks kot...hehehe~

guys..this is the do

and this is the don't..tolonglah faham.. korang bukan retis pun nak pakai macam ni...

bagi perempuan pulak, macam biasa la.. for the muslims, i encouraged u guys to wear baju kurung..nampak sopan..warna jangan la striking or contra...matching kan dengan tudung.. prefer warna yang lembut k..

And for the non muslim, boleh pakai kemeja and skirt..takpun pakai baju kurung.. waktu saya interview tadi, ramai sangat chinese ngan indian pakai baju kurung dan diorang sangat gojes... 

so, kalau boleh pakailah baju kurung k...

mula dengan ujian INSAK..135 soalan dalam setengah jam.. jangan risau..soalan ada 2 je pilihan jawapan..tak A mesti B, tak B mesti A kan.. soalan pun macam soalan sivik je.. so, don't worry..u have more than enough time k...

da selesai ni...baru la mula dengan interview grouping.. satu group sepatutnya ada dalam 7 or 8 orang...

 tapi group saya tadi 5 orang je yang datang + a chinese boy yang baru sampai dari Austra..

so, interview yang sangat fun.. tak stress sangat macam interview scholar or other Uni..so jangan risau.. be confident and be yourself...

penemu duga pun sangatla sempoi dan open.. 

interview saya takda yang individual interview.. i'm not sure this will be an advantage or the other way around.. harap2 semuanya ok...

Yang penting, jangan gagap2, eye contact sangat la penting, try to show good impression, don't manipulate the interview session and do your best...

Macam saya tadi jadi sangat rendah diri sebab dikelilingi budak2 hebat, yang dapat SPM 10 ke 11 A, yang cakap omputeh macam biasa cakap kat umah..  

Tiba-tiba je jadi macam..

'Owh God!!! where am i??'

'Are u kidding me??'

Hahaha..macam tu la lebih kurang..so, korang kena la kuat semangat dalam apa2 interview pun k...so, that's it.. the interview...heeeee~

this is my group.. from left to right : 

The liyana jasmay kind of kid named Anis Syafiza kalau tak silap, then Najihah yang score 10As, 

then the 11As genius girl nama Fara, then the friendly Indian girl nama Sarvees, then minah yang tudung da hancur, and paling kanan yang paling pekat loghat utara nama Diyana if i'm not mistaken..

Diorang ni memang best gila.. boleh buat kawan la...so thanx u guys.. 

Ni la pengalaman saya ber'interview'...tak expect dapat pun.. TESL kot.. bukan senang nak dapat.. just buat yang terbaik.. dapat ke tak belakang kira k... Alhamdulillah, semuanya dah selesai... esok tunggu result upu keluar..
Ngeeee~ seram...

so guys, do your best.. InsyaAllah, God always be with u..live your life..

XOXO, 

uknoWho