A little girl's dream...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and evening mates...

hohoho~ absolutely not me... just to start my story, i need this pic...

well, everyone, when we're just a kid, we must have our 'dream one' kan... atas pengaruh all those perfect princesses stories that ended up with ''and they live happily ever after'' and the perfect prince charming without any lack... perhhh~ u must have dream it at least once...

so, when i was a tiny little girl, hehehe~ tiny la sgt, ok, this big laaa.....

 i'd dream for my 'so-perfect-prince'...

hahaha~ jelas sgt perangai since kecik lagi.... so, what'd i dream for...

well, i just want the spontaneous....

it just that, i don't want any 'model-look-like' guy, i dont want a 'donald-trumph-rich' guy..i dont want an Elbert Einstien... i dont want a perfect gentleman.... i just want the spontaneous... hahaha... what kind of spontaneous...i'm not that sure actually bcause in that age, to be able to say the word 'spontaneous' make u look so cool ok... hehehe...

maybe something like this kot..... 

hello!!! tak kan penah tbayang kot ada a boy that put his lip on my cheek... 

very so spontaneous sangat...huhuhu~

so yeah, in 2013, found one....

what kind of spontaneous.... let it remain as secret.... 

but yeah, really did, practiced spontaneous a lot..

*lets go somewhere

~where???

*anywhere

~well, when??

* erm, tomorrow, after your class..

~ ==' krik krik krik

hehehe~ nampak tak... that spontaneous thingy still in the list.... which guy on earth dare to admit i'm his girl if the girls around are way prettier than me... hahaha...

live your life guys... have crush on people...

XOXO,

uknoWho 

24/08/2013 a.k.a 'The Date'

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hye guys...

Agak dah lama gak since the last time i updated my blog... 

why?? i'm not sure.. maybe lack of stories kot..

but yesterday is the day... whole lots of different things happen...

well, this is my blog and i tend to share anything that happen in my life... 

especially the 'special' one... so, here it is... 'The Date'

I'd been waiting for this day for almost two weeks and what i can conclude is, waiting is suck... seriously, it's hurting to do the countdown... 

but, when 'the day' is tomorrow, u'll feel like, "it's worth waiting for"

so, yesterday can be divided into two part...

 

The first part is, yesterday, i went to Sunway Lagoon.... heeeeeeee~ 

it's full of fun... the last time i went there was about 13 or 14 years ago...

there's an epic picture of the last time i was there... nanti i tunjuk..

 and now i'm almost 18... i'm there again... with the changes... it's fun... 

 it's even more fun because i'm not all alone there... 

so, i'll not going to tell u all the price thingy or what, just to share the feeling.. Owh!!! i'd rode all the slides...

 before this, i'd only rode all the slides with my Along..

 and yesterday, i'd the chance to rode it with other person, and it's awesome......superly awesome....

and i rode the vuvuzela...the new slide in Sunway Lagoon..

 ok,this is a must try...

What is vuvuzela?? well, this is it..

which one is it?? the big one... yang warna kuning merah yang besar tu... yeah, i'd rode that thing...dare to try....

then, mcm biasa la, slide-slide yang lain lebih kurang kat Lost World Tambun je... tapi best la... just got to spend time together and apart from those all crazy assignments for a while...then, lepak2 and kena buli kat the pools, and owh, i love the time at the beach...got to talk, and just relax, best ar...

kitorang masuk pkul 10.30, kluar pkul 3 lbh... hahaha... nsb tak tggu sampai pntu tutup je..

owh, lupa, dalam tu ada harimau, and they're damn so big, tapi taktau la knapa, nampak harimau tu macam ta jauh beza dari charlie je.. 

errr~ who is charlie??

this is the big guy... Charlie... somehow, there's no much different between him and those tigers...

and, before kitorang keluar dari Sunway Lagoon, sempat lagi usha ular2 kekenyangan dan kemalasan kat wildlife dia and owh, this one interesting story, we found the place that have rides for kids..

and, we decide to ride one, just for fun, and unexpectedly, tiba2 rasa macam naik roller coaster... bapak laju wa cakap sama lu...

mula2 naik, bajet dapat lelap kejap, end up, nak keluar jantung... pusing bapak laju habaq hang... apsal budak2 sekarang naik mainan macam tu... extreme betol korang...

guys, ni lah benda nya... please, think twice before naik benda alah ni...

so, end of the first part of the day..

the other half... how to describe eh... well, senang citer, The Conjuring....at Sunway Pyramid.

Erm, to be honest, i'm not that brave... swear to God, crita hantu will not be on the list of must watch movie...but, i have to do so yesterday... and i don't know how to describe the feeling...

well, when u're watching this kind of movie with someone who had watch the same movie before, u can't do anything when u have to shock... boleh faham tak??

bayangkan kalau korang kena electric shock, and your quick response is to jump, but u can't jump, that's what i felt last night... overall, this movie, the sound impact is amazing... sound effect dia yang buat citer ni jadi thrilling.. and the young actors pun hebat... it's fun.. Thank God kejadian tersedak popcorn macam waktu tengok citer MAMA hari tu tak berulang...

owh yeah, to everyone, don't u dare to ajak aku main hide and clap... karang ada yang kena tepuk ngan aku balik... swear to God, i'll clap u back... dare to try, u'll be in icu next...

owh, this is the scene of the clap-clap thingy...

and this one, if she is my sister, i'll not take her to my bed, instead, i'll bang her head harder to the cupboard to make her realize what the hell she is doing.... well, disturbing my sleep...

and Sunway Pyramid have some events last night, ada Guiness world record tentang nasi lemak, and ada event involving cosplay lover... only God know what am i thinking when a zombie approach me last night... rasa macam nak azan je kat zombie tu... nah kau... nak sangat kan... and all those people with the sharp teeth, sharp pointed ears, huge blade and hammer, all those shocking hair colours, those costumes, and much more weirdos...i don't know there's so much cosplayer in malaysia... and when i saw a hijabis cosplayer, wearing sort of costume, bringing her large blade, sharp teeth, black coloured nails and blood-thingy on her forehead, tengah betul tudung, tiup2 bagai, and i was like... teettttttttt~ u're dumb... mehehehe~ sorry..

and the rest of the night is history... people wish history does not repeat itself, but for this kind of day, i'll do anything for it to repeat...seriously, i'll missed these moments...

special, much much credit for bringing me everywhere, and get me through all those moments last night...tq for being the guider, the protector, the one who bullying me, the caretaker and the one to be by my side for the day.. tq na... 

and

u'll understand this, right??

so guys, remember this,

why?? because of this...

live your life guys....remember all those moments... remember person behind them.. 

believe me, life is full of happiness...

p/s : finally, i got the Anthem by hlovate...special credit again..

2nd p/s : please, judge people by the heart, not by their look like...believe me, i'd saw the handsomeness through the person's heart.. and i'm appreciating it... double shot kot... handsome with good attitude... what can i wish more...

XOXO,

uknoWho

It's raya mehhh~ - part 2

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hola readers...

Finally, like i promised before... here it is... the part 2... 

Raya cara my family...

owh, by the way, ni raya belah mama.. 

dekat kuala kangsar...kami orang sayong... 

so, please pronounce the 'kuala kangsar' as 'kuale kangso'..

and this is the extra big family... our family plus family salur galur belah arwah opah...can u get it??

ok, from the beginning... on the 3rd day of raya, kitorang berkumpul 5 family and go to the tanah perkuburan where almost every family member that passed away, will be R.I.P there..

satu baris kubur2 tu dari family kitorang.. our arwah atok, arwah opah, arwah atok2 sdare, arwah nenek2 sdare are there... so, each year, my mama and my mak cik will explain to us especially yang kecik2 tu,

 kubur tu kubur sapa and so on... and the text or speech will be repeated each year..at least we know we have them, even though we never  had a chance to meet them..

and this is a must every year... snap a picture on the stairs... tangga rumah nenek sedara sebenarnya ni... rumah Pah Cik kitorang betul2 berdepan dengan tanah perkuburan tu... 

sirius, memang dekat gila... kalau korang berdiri kat pintu rumah, memang direct nampak la...by the way, that's me, mama and sya.

kan dah kata...tempat wajib kot untuk snap pic... and here it's... all the girls...

and what am i doing =='

next, kitorang gi rumah moyang kitorang... yeah...moyang kitorang masih ada... moga panjang umur murah rezeki eh Nyang Delo...haaa~ semua nama kat kuala ni laen skit... dare to guess how to pronounce it..

and she hugs and kisses all of us.....awwwww~ but i bet she don't know who we are... 

lol~ ramai sangat kot

ramai gila kat rumah tu... by the way, the rumah still macam rumah dulu2... rumah papan yang tangga dia tinggi yang amat.. kena take turn kalau nak naek... 

and bila budak2 berlari, try not to scream...

Next, rumah Tok Reject... knapa dipanggil Tok Reject?? well, there's a reason... but i'll keep it as family's secret.. but yeah, almost all of our Tok-tok sdare or Pah-pah sdare got their own nicknames or trademark to make it easier for us, the youngster to remember them...

and then, we went straight to rumah nenek sdare kitorang yang kitorang panggil Pah Yang...

 owh, i'll explain this.. 'Pah' is the short form of Opah, or certain of you called as Nenek or Tok.

'Yang' plak gelaran untuk anak yang tengah..so, we called her as Pah Yang as she is our nenek sdare yang tengah2.. hahaha... harap2 faham la... sebab banyak lagi gelaran yang ada kat sini.. 

Eg: Nyah, Chor, Chu, Chik, Yang, Yop, Yong, Wah,  etc.

so, kat rumah ni ada kenduri skit + fmly day skit... so, ramai la yang ada...

sirius, ramai sangat.. kat luar rumah pun ada lagi...

these are the ladies... all the makcik2 and pah2 sdare...

and dah selesai semua majlis...

malam2 kitorang buat bbq and the pembahagian duit raya process...

 it's really fun because nilai duit raya tu semakin bertambah every year...

 and the best part is, kitorang yang besar2 pun still dapat duit raya...

 kitorang still dapat duit raya until korang dah kerja or dah kawen.. 

if u have one of those criteria, u'll not get the duit raya anymore...

of course la yang paling happy budak2 kan... 

and kakak budak pun happy jugak...heeee~

malam2 ada maen bunga api and mercun.. punya la bising kampung tu.. stock macam nak lawan kampung sebelah je ....

so, it's fun hari raya kat kuala kangsar...fortunately, taon ni kitorang tak dapat gi banyak rumah.. yang sayang tak pegi macam rumah Tok Chor sebab rumah tu ada tv besar, rumah Tok Wah sebab meriah, rumah Tok Camera sebab rumah tu best, nostalgic gila... and many more houses... hopefully next year dapat pegi.. insyaAllah...

owh yeah, nak kenalkan...

this is adik sdare saya yang paling kecik... 

nama dia Hanis Zafirah Rus Humaira...

 amacam? kelas tak nama dia... nama budak2 zaman sekarang...

 nama orang dulu2 sepatah dua je... bayangkan nama anak cucu diorang nanti... agak2 panjang mana?

and this is what she did with her duit raya... sekotak besar dia beli..

 stock macam nak bukak kedai baju je...makcik pakcik pun tumpang main... 

owh, guess what name she gave to the doll??

SAODAH =='

that's all my raya for this year.. ok la... tapi tak se'best' raya2 taon sebelum ni... hopefully taon depan better la eh... amin...owh, agak2 in 5-10 years from now, instead of Tapah, Kuala Kangsar and Pantai Remis, agak2 saya akan beraya kat mana plak eh...wait and see....

happy eid mubarak everyone...

live your life beautifully...

XOXO,

uknoWho

What he did...uhuh~ =='

Assalamualaikum w.b.t guys...

i'm so sorry... sepatutnya there's no post for today kan...

patutnya esok kan... patut nya tentang the 2nd part of raya kan... 

patutnya camtu la kan.... 

but there's a big, large BUT there....

erm....tadi, tengah baring-baring, layan sakit gigi, tiba2 kan, datang la kan, idea nak maen flashback2 ni...

 so..ter'flashback kejap.. kejap je... kejap... sangat... =='

hohoho~ saja, beralih to the jiwang side of me... and, saja banding kan who am i before and how i am right now...

*owh, bahasa saya sgt cemerlang...kalau tak faham, i'm so sorry

The point is, i'd changed...quite a lot... so....here it is.. the changes... 

Blue for what i thought i am before..

and pink for what i'd  finally realize after..

I know i'm tall..

ok fine, i'm short..

I'm a good gooood girl...

ok fine, i need to be a good girl..

i don't care how i look like...

ok fine, i need to look proper somehow..

i'm the person who's so emotional and can get mad easily... 

i don't mind hitting or shouting to others..

i learned to control myself and my anger..

*somehow i did beat people...tapi jarang2... lagi2 kalau orang tgah drive...

 saya tak kacau...heeee~

Shout a.k.a talk for me..

Shout is shout...talk is like whisper...

*masih dalam proses pengaplikasian...huhuhu~

I'm the best guider or route teller or navigator or co-pilot..

No i'm not.. remain silence please... =='

i'm good at making decisions...

no i'm not... i'm just repeating the 'tak tau' phrase...

i'm a good cook..

i'm learning it.. slowly... but yeah i do know how to cook...

i'm macho...crying is not in 'the list'..

no i'm not... i'm just an ordinary girl who can menitik...

i'm not that kind of jiwang-jiwangan... i'm though...

lol~ so not me... i'd just found out how jiwang i am... dengar lagu merdeka pun ley menitik... layan citer korea or hindustan wajib ada kotak tisu, baca novel pakat menitik, dengar lagu cinta tiga segi boleh banjir...acano tu??

i'm not that kind of 'smile giver'..

i did smile now... lots and lots of smile..

owh, i don't laugh that much...

i did laugh now...

i don't think i want to be a lawyer..

i did now... for my future's sake..

i don't like to consume pills...

sekarang pun tak suka jugak... but i'll try my best to eat them now...

i don't like to sing...

i like to melalak.. tak kira ar dalam kreta sapa pun... and no one had ever be my audience... just a person yang bertuah enough to hear my 'so-not-sedap' voice..

i'm not a lucky girl..

What do u want more Syera, u have uknoWho now..that's how lucky u're..

my dictionary don't have much words...

i'd add some words in it like 'tolerate', 'patience', 'love','like','trust', 'faith','fate' and 'him'..owh, one more, the one i love to use now...'we'..

do i need to list all of the changes...banyak sangat la..

my point is...'berkawan' tak semestinya bring u to the bad side...

 it will if u don't know the limitation and how to control yourself and how to differentiate between study and 'friend' and so on..

somehow, 'berkawan' itu mengubah saya.. in its own way.. 

but still, it gives me positive values somehow..

so, dear adik2 akak, don't fall too deep, don't go too far...

 be still in your way, be pretty in yourself...

 don't get ugly with your actions..be yourself..

i'm not saying i'm a good girl.. me, myself, is in the learning process...

but 'the presence' help me through the process..

so, tq to the uknoWho for reflecting me, the real me..

somehow, i thought he did some photoshop la kot to my attitude...

pray for me, kiddies.. 

my aim : The Expectation..

love your love one..love your parents..love your friends..love yourself..

change if u need it.. but the best part it, do changes so that one day u can shout to the world...

" This is the real me, the one u'd never seen before.. and i'm revealing it now..

and he's helping me"

so, live your life guys...

p/s: i choose the blue and pink colour for a reason... dare to guess..

2nd p/s: guys, i'm not engaged yet... jangan salah sangka k...  

             dah brapa ramai dah pakat tanya, syera, hang tunang ka... 

             my answer is,no, i'm married.. nah kau...

anda, saya jumpa ni dalam benda alah tenet ni hah...and somehow, i think, anda perlu tahu...heee~ jangan marah na...

XOXO,

uknoWho 

'The Worst' vs 'The Best'

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hye everyone !!!

Guys!!! i'm flying!!!

Mahahaha~ kidding... i'd just thought of buying balloons, lots and lots of balloons, and maybe get them outdoor, and maybe try to fly with them... 

but then, i just remembered...

they'll end up like this...

stuck in the room....hohoho~

ok, done with the happiness....

just that, last night was horrible... everything put me on my nerve... especially the assignment... whole lot of problems... if u're a uni student, u'll surely understand this well.... so, what i did is just trying to put my best effort on that thingy... menghadap laptop for hours, but still, tak siap2 lagi... and u need to submit it right in the next early morning sangat2 menduga hati....

it's not a final project, but still, can give big impact on my marks...

at one point, i'm just thinking bout crying...

so, what i did was calling anyone that can put me back on my sense...

well, i call my mama, and of course mama dah tido... and mama demam..

then, my ayah... pun dah tido...

then, sent a text to the uknoWho... and, i'm suddenly some sort of not exist..

turned off my lappy and just go to sleep.... for a while... i just need a break..

when i get up, everything still the same... the tension is still on...

my last action, putting all my hope to contact the uknoWho again... 

and luckily, got to talk to someone... and put all my sense back... got the motivation to carry on with my work... 

Lastly, i just hoping that it'll not be rejected...I don't know how much and how hard i pray this morning... 

And Alhamdulillah.. Allah permudahkan semuanya and my lecturer accept it..

  but then, attention class, petang ni ada kelas ganti...

ok.. foine.. i'm done with all this... Mama, kak ngah nak kawen.....

Hahaha... but somehow, at the end, saya pasrah... ada sebab knapa smua ni terjadi...

and after that...miracle happened..

 all my classes dibatalkan..

YEAY!!!!

then, i cepat2 balik kolej... sampai je kolej, people are rushing... 

apsal plak ni??

ok, next, ada spot check... u're kidding me right.. =='

apa kena hari ni??

so, semua orang nak keluar, nak elak dari kena rampasan...

dalam hati stock da nangis da...

Penat kot hari ni....

and, alhamdulillah... everything after that went well... very well to be exact...

just to see, and talk... stressed gone...

Alhamdulillah... and i'm happy...again..heee~

there're so many things may happen in a day...just like my day... 

'the worst' and 'the best' happened in a day..so, live your life guys... 

be happy... face everything with courage...

and, anda, tq...

p/s: owh, yeah, it's supposed to be the 2nd part of my raya in this post... but, kena tunda sampai hari ahad k... so,keep reading, readers...

XOXO,

uknoWho

It's Raya mehhh~ - part1

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and happy eid everyone...

yeay!!! raya dah...

so...just want to share the sequences of my Raya journey after the wonderful+amazing+adventurous+memorable trip to balik Tapah.....huhuhu~ credit again to the driver...

eh jap, sblom citer pasal raya, nak citer before raya..

we, the LWA01G class smpat buat quick photoshoot...so, this is us...

the 'Aquila Ardente' at the famous stairs of the fact..

hohoho~ that gambar is so big... so sorry... owh, that's my classmate..

Angel a sabahan..if not mistaken..ke serawakian eh? hehehe..ta ingat...

the 'lawyers-to-be'...

ok...done with class pics...continue with the eid journey..

hohoho~ quick snap depan rumah before btolak... ermm~ muka smakin kembang and saya sedar perkembangan itu berlangsung....  =='

so, macam biasa, first raya di Pantai Remis.. kampung belah ayah... and...macam biasa je la... gi smbhyg raya and so on... and gi ziarah kubur.. everything like always...

Al-Fatihah to my late sis... May u rest in peace and be among them a.k.a orang2 yang beriman...

owh...i miss u so much.. even though we never met each other...

 tarikh birthday kita pun dekat2 kan..sama bulan lain tahun je kan..

 so, pray the best for me.. tunggu ira eh kak... 

then, gi rumah sdare mara and so on..

i'm so sorry, don't have the pictures here... too excited to see the food and unfortunately, forgot to snap any pic... huhuhu~ sapa pun akan ta ingat keliling bila nampak ketupat, lemang, rendang bagai terhidang terhampar depan mata kan... =='

hurmmm~ raya.......

then, for the first time, kitorang buat photoshoot raya kat kedai.. hahaha... biasa kat rumah je... taon ni tiba2 buang tebiat gi tangkap gambar kat kedai... owh~ ramai gila orang kat kedai tu... masing2 pakat bawak tok, nenek, makcik, pakcik, abang, kakak, cucu, cicit....  =='

pening gila tunggu turn... sambil dok tunggu2, dok touch up muka... 

excited woo.... hahaha... 'tacap' la sangat... gaya tu jugak akhirnya...

 idak la lawa tara mana pun... ceit...hahaha...tapi still, excited meh... 

feeling retis sat...

and..this is the final product...

hohoho~ gambar ta siap lagi sebenarnya... next week baru siap.. ni hah siap ada green screen kat blakang... excited punya pasal, dalam computer lagi pun jadi.. jenuh curi2 snap gambar ni tanak abang kedai gambar tu nampak...heee~ can't wait...

owh.. mama ayah buat photoshoot diorang...dah macam kat muzium aku tengok..

erm... basically, tu je la kot my raya belah ayah.. hohoho~ tak jelaskan ksemuanya.. takde gambar, taktau la nak terang apa...

tapi taon ni upgrade skit... officially, i'm an aunt... huhuhu, anak sdare dah ada 4..muahaha...

and that is one of them... introducing, Naufal and his Tok Lang...

and... the other three is Eyna, Alia Qaisara and Adam Shafee...

ok, nama diorang sangat lah modern...

so, that's it... raya belah ayah...belah mama, next post k..

so, dear guys, my blog's readers, my families, friends, amethysts, cons, partner in crime, all of you and You...

Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf zahir dan batin... Ira/Syera/Syira/Kakngah/Nor/saya mintak maaf atas segala salah dan silap, terlanjur kata, tersilap bicara, tersalah laku, terguris rasa, terluka hati beserta segala 'ter' yang lain... sesungguhnya, segala yang berlaku atas dasar kekhilafan dan hati remaja..

semoga ukhwah yang dibina terus berkembang mekar bagai bunga di taman... eceh~ hahaha... bahasa ku sungguh memikat kalbu..

akhir kata, maaf dipinta, hulur2 laa duit raya sama...heee~

erm, to be continued in the 2nd part...

p/s: sape2 yang hari tu crita ada buat biskut raya, punya bz sampai tak boleh na reply text saya, jadi, haruslah bagi saya rasa biskut raya itu...nanti saya tuntut eh.. sekian..

XOXO,

uknoWho