12.31.2014

Conclusion 2014 : Debat Gender

Hello... It's me... again


settle dgn dftar bagai, masuk la minggu orientasi..
mcm biasa la orientasi ni, ada nyanyi2, ada blaja cheers2 bagai... 
owh, ada perang dectar.. apa perang dectar?? nnti2 la aku crta..

as i mentioned before, aku join team debat za'ba... yg best pasal debat ni, serious aku salute,  yg join smua bangsa ada.. ramai je chinese and indian join.. and their BM is superb.. another thing, ramai je yg x de basic lgsung... wktu skolah tringin nak try, tp x dpt.. so, digalakkan wktu miggu MMM ni try.. korg siap dpt personal coaching lg...

and then, dah settle mggu MMM, minggu akademik start mcm biasa..
btw, seniors sini baik gila.. aku dr law fac, so, korg boleh approach je mana2 senior yg korg terserempak.. law fac ukm ni kecik and isolated sikit.. sapa dr asasi uitm shah alam maybe mcm dpt nmpak beza dia.. 
student tak ramai, bangunan pun kecik.. so, chances nak jmpa senior tu boleh kata dlm 99.9% la.. just tegur je.. agak2 nnti korg masuk, ternampak aku, tego je la "hey syera!!", tak pun nampak dr jauh boleh dah kot lmbai2... haaaaa...

part from that, aku join UPU iaitu unit pengucapan umum..
basically mcm kelab debat and pidato BM..
this UPU thingy is awesome, mcm kau join satu family baru... kau jmpa budak lain course.. sumpah best.. even kau x da pglmn debat lgsung, boleh join... seniors and alumni sedia tolong...


aku pun dalam upu ni la buat kawan baru, baru nak kenal senior faculty sendiri... mana nak dpt wei senior 3rd year, 4th year lyn kau sikit punya baik... 
budak2 law, aku mmg recommend korg join upu ni, boleh improve your soft skills.. x de byr yuran ke apa.. join je...

so, mana part debat gender nya..

here it is... every week, akan ada perjumpaan UPU, whther selasa or rabu, untuk sparring oe if ada competition, untuk build up teams and everything..
This one particular day, aku x dpt pi sbb ada meeting lain dekat kolej..
tiba2 abg naim (naim fital) dia call, tanya bz tak, if tak dia dtg ambik bawak gi upu..

so, here it is.. 1st, senior 3rd year kau call.. 2nd, senior kau ni org lejen debat.. 3rd, dia sndr nak gi ambik kau bawak gi UPU... conclusion nya, ada something wrong.. so, ok, dia dtg, ambik bawak gi bilik UPU.. lupa nak cakap, abg naim ni (naim fital) was my coach during MMM week... so, dlm kreta ada dia, aku and aiman syahmi... dia kata.. mlm tu ada pemilihan untuk team gender.. team gender wajib ada perempuan.. so, ukm hntar 2 team, satu team 2 org, means sorg laki and sorg prempuan.. so, there's not enough girl debater..

aku ringkaskan, skrg ni ada dua org 1st year yg diberi peluang, if aku x dtg mlm tu, so the other girl automatically join the team.. so, he just want me to grab the chance.. sumpah aku takkan lupa jasa dia... mana nak dpt wei, 1st year, x smpai sbulan masuk boleh try join team ukm..

so, alhamdulillah, mungkin rezeki aku wktu tu, dpt join team ukm.. my teammate is abg Awi aka abg Virg... sumpah mula2 awkward.. but syukur kat Tuhan aku jumpa and kenal insan hebat ni... Tuhan je tau betapa besyukur nya aku... 

mcm2 pengalaman... ni 1st time aku join debat british style.. empat penjuru..
lain sgt2.. mcm2 bnda jd.. alhamdulillah, skali lagi, rzki ktorg dpt masuk semi..
aku yg first year, first time join debat uni, rezeki jmpa team2 hebat..
team UM, UiTM, UIA, UPM... senang crta smua team elite la... rasa kerdil sungguh wktu tu...

tp abg Virg always pesan, everytime before start lawan, dia kata, igt balik tujuan kita dekat sini nak blaja, nak dpt pglmn... menang kalah blakang kira.. just enjoy the match... even kalah pun, aku puas hati... bnyk sgt2 aku blaja, bnyk sgt2 org aku jumpa, aku kenal... sapa sgka 1st month join ukm dpt naik atas pentas salam dgn menteri.. rezeki..

yg penting bagi aku, kau ambik peluang, do your best, challenge yourself and have fun... tu je la kot..

sapa2 nak tau pasal mggu mmm lagi or debat MMM or debat gender boleh contact me directly via FB : Nor Syahirah Azahar or twitter : @irazehar..

XOXO,
Syera

Conclusion 2014 : UKM registration

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps..

* this is practically me right now, except i'm not an apple user, i dont have whiskers and yeah, i'm sneezing all over the place...

Quite a while since the last post..
pretty much busy with finals...
Even though first year law student only got 3 papers, but i can say it's a damn hard 3 papers...hahaha

All and all... here I am...
 using this last few moment of 2014 to write few memorable moments before i forget everything..lol..
 so yeah, i'll try my best to summarize everything in few posts..
Happy reading people ^^



That is almost me during my first day in UKM...

So, as these MMM week was months back then, I'll try my best to explain everything that i remember ok...
By the way, my story is from a law student perspective ok.. my perspective..

Basically, MMM week, or also known as minggu mesra mahasiswa, same like other minggu orientasi.. rasanya tak banyak beza pun dgn orientasi Uni2 lain..

cuma, sape yg bakal berdaftar, ada few things nak dipesan...

First, sape2 yg dok jauh, senang crta luar Selangor, pls book hotel area bangi ni bila korg dapat twrn.. senang crita, klik je kptsn, dia tulis 'Tahniah blablaba...' maka, berlari-lari lah anda tunjuk result dekat mak bapak, then terus call hotel ok... hahaha.. serius ni perlu.. 

Jgn nak kata, ekeleh, rumah aku Perak je, tolak lepas subuh smpai je ni..
 ni hakak nak pesan, toksah nak buat pala sgt.. kau dok dpn ukm ni pun, kalau subuh kau pukul 9, jwb dia kau dok la baris dlm kreta tu 3,4 jam.. 
Kau igt kau sorg je dpt twrn UKM, beribu lagi dik, so mohon, dtg awal sehari..

And, tolong la jugak, sehari sebelum pegi tu, belek dulu map UKM yg dia bg tu.. tgok siap2 mana simpang nak gi kolej kau.. yg ni kesian aku tgok pak guard tu, lepas satu, satu kreta dok berenti, tanya kemain...
''Encik, anak sulung saya ni, kemain hebatnya, taktau la macam mana boleh dapat belajar dekat UKM ni... blaja undang2 plak tu... tak tau la mana dpt kehebatan dia tu.. sapa la gamak nya mak ayah dia...ni nak tanya, Za'ba dekat mana?"

haaaaa~ yg tu, mak bapak sapa buat camtu, mohon gi siku sikit... jgn kata siku anak je, ngan mak pak pun siku skali... lol... dia tak tau bratus lagi budak ambik law... =='

2nd, please la sgla borang mak nenek tu isi awal2.. kaunter dia kecik and sikit.. org bratur kemain pnjg.. so plis, jgn smpai dpn kaunter tu, baru nak keluar pen, cari gunting, mintak pinjam gam dari org blakang laa...

jangan nak buat hal.. bnyak lagi bnda nak dibuat...

3rd, ni tlg igtkan mak ayah, nak parking kreta tu, biar bertamadun sikit... 
Ni kadang2 kemain, kat cermin kreta, tampal sticker "My son is a lawyer-to-be".
Kekdahnya, mak pak parking kreta mcm buta terus undg2...
Mohon la igt sikit anda hidup bermasyarakat..

4th, bawak barang tu berpada.. jgn nak mengada stock pndh rumah...
Aku pun bawak barang blambak.. bantal 3,4 jugak... tp pndai2 la packing bg senang skali dua angkut terus habis...
Ni tak, ada yg tak kenal lgsung rupa beg and kotak kot... lepas satu, satu dia bawak... adik beradik ada 6, semua dia kerah agkut brg dia.. sorg bawak mug, sorg bawak bantal, sorg bawak selimut.. tu belom kira yg bawak sekampung...
please, serius aku fhm, kdg2 ada yg anak sulung, kdg2 ada yg kau anak tgh pun, kau sorg je masuk Uni, sumpah aku faham..
Tapi tolong la, jgn la bawak warga emas, jgn bawak kakak kau yg pregnant, jgn bawak pakcik makcik yg sakit gout ke,lutut lari ke apa..

Sumpah sian wei, wktu hr tu ada yg bawak moyang... dah la tua, kau plak dpt tgkt 4,5.. blok mmg x da lift... kau considerate la sikit.. kau yg muda pun lelah, ni kau harap moyang kau gagah... so, beragak la sikit.. pastu ada yg bawak kakak pregnant la, kau nak anak sdara kau lahir dkt ukm ke apa... yg bawak sakit sgla tu, kesian aku tengok mnapak naik tangga tu, setingkat setengah jam apa cer... yg kakak ada baby tu, dan2 tu la nak menyusu pun... yg ada laki tu, tak payah angkut smpai ke bilik, karang drama korea korg tak da sapa nak usha wei....

and last, please la be ready... jgn la wktu tu la jugak korang nak mental breakdown.. waktu tu la nak jadi diva bagai.. jgn nak mintak tukar bilik la, x nak tingkat 2 la... nak bilik dgn kawan la... kau nak kena siku ke apa...

settle bab daftar, bab orientasi ni aku pendek kan je...

cerita nya, lpas dpt offer ukm, aku buat research sikit.. then dpt tau wktu debat ni ada lawan debat antra kolej.. sapa masuk team debat most of the time x payah join aktiviti orientasi...

Maka, sebagai insan bernama syahirah, facee umum je sapa nak join debat, chapchuss aku agkt tgn.. lolllsss sgt... maka, terselamatlah diri ini dr join aktvt lain..so, sesapa yg ada pglmn debat, or nak try debat, join je ok...

 by the way, sesapa nak dftr law ukm, aku recommend, korg usha la blog naim fital... mmg bnyak bantu... thats all..

Chau..

XOXO,
Syera



12.14.2014

Eccendentesiast

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello...


hey...hai...so... yeah...

It's 15th december... 
and here I am... 
stuck with loads of assignments, reports, studies...
Final is coming... and i'm hell not ready yet.. (mind my language)

If you know me, know who I really am... U'll know my condition right now..
Like everyone see... here she is... the strong lady..

and here i am... smiling... like always.. like a dumb...

It's hard.. It's tough...
Degree life.. more than what i've imagine..
and going through all these, without few people i really need, make it unbearable..

I'm hurt.. I'm tired.. I'm sad..
I need time... I need space.. I need smile.. I need hug.. I need u..

If and only if u ever think about this...


I'm not...
I'd thought of stopping.. but because i'd made a promise to make it till the end..
so here i am..

it's really hard..


and if u ever asked whether anything change?

The answer is no.. but there's one thing change... 
Once, i believe dream is a must and dream do come true...
But now i realized, dream is something that make us happy for a while... 
and just like other dream, it remains as dream..


this same date, exactly one year ago, I had the best dream..
but the dream, just like other dream, only appear in my sleep..
you know who u are..

Sorry.. I still watch from a distance..
I still pray for no reason...
I still..

Moga cepat sihat..
Pray for my final.. as a friend.

the eccendentesiast,
Ira.



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