From a sis, to her sis...

Assalamualaikum... hello there my sisters...

Dear my dearest sisters...

We're 19 this year... yup, we're that old now...

As, we're at that age, each and everyone of us went through problems and at certain point, we need each other to keep us live on...

However, sometimes, we can't be there for each other...

It's normal... me too..

i feel bad as i can't be there for u guys every time u need me...

But, that doesn't mean we don't care about each other kan....

Buat kakak2 ku...

At this 19, life getting much much tougher isn't it..

we cried... we smiled...

even though all of those bright smiles were just freakin' fake, who cares... 

Problems with study: Things are getting complicated kan??

Problems with guys: People said, it's hard to understand girls, but hell it's much more complicated to understand guys..

Problems with friends: Why on earth they can't understand us?

Problems with family: Why can't my family be like other family?

Problems with everything: Hahahaha... PMS maybe...

At certain time, we try to find each other for one of those above reason..

It's hard kan this year... I know..We know..

Buat adik2 ku...

Be strong...

If u want to cry, cry all the tears...when u done with tears, make sure none will wet your face again...

If u want to scream, scream all those words..when u done with them, make sure none will get out from that mouth again...

If u want to slam the door, or campak2 bantal, or tumbuk2 almari or hentak2 kaki, buatlah... but when u done with all those things, head up...

Buat kawan2 ku...

Stop crying..

Head up...

Your tiara is falling...

Buat sahabat2 ku...

Be a girl with a mind, a woman with attitude and a lady with class...

Dear my dearest people of my whole life,

I'm so sorry for being your friend..

your friend that are not there when you need me the most...

your friend that don't even care to text you or call you once in a while...

but demi Allah, i never thought of forgetting you guys...

I'm so sorry that i need to write these up so that u guys can read this when u think there's nobody there for u...

I'm so sorry...

Ya Tuhan,

Engkau hias hidupku dengan ciptaan seindah-indah rupa dengan insan bernama sahabat...

yang warna hidupnya berbeza..

yang disatukan dengan satu warna..

warna darah...

yang bernamakan persahabatan..

thank you for giving me extra sisters..

InsyaAllah dunia akhirat..

Dear my dearest people,

Aina, Nora, Wani, Mot..

jangan tanya kenapa... sebab aku sendiri tak tau mana puncanya...

pucuk pangkalnya, May Allah bless us...

P/s: I found pictures of us years back... remember, during hari merentas desa, when everyone decided to run, we decided to be paragediks.... gediks all the way... hahaha.. dalam hujan sibuk tangkap gambar... asked completely strangers untuk tgkap gmbr kita... siap tukar fb bagai... remember all those moments lari2 dalam hujan atas padang... Remember??

the younger version of us.. insyaAllah, ada rezeki, kita re-snap balik k... till then, take care sistahs..

From deep down of my heart,

With lots and lots of love....

Your sister,

Syera

Be Strong

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hye...

This is my first post after days from the last one..

i'm thinking of writing a post after the upcoming trip,

 however, something make me write one today...

Honestly, when i saw those words, i'm hurt..

Once, i'd hurt so much.... because of what happened..

but, keeping anger didn't bring me anywhere..

Therefore, i decided to see people that i care happy...

I don't have any rights to hate anyone...

and i learnt to respect their feelings, their decision, their actions...

As long as they're happy with what they're doing...

With hope they'll be happy for the rest of their life...

but when this kindof thing happened, i'm hurt too..

Before, i can asked if they're ok?

Before, i tried to make things better...

Before, i tried to change the topic so that they can forget the problem even for a moment...

Before, i tried to figure out what on earth can i do to make they smile again...

But now, i can only watch from a distance...

Hoping that God will protect u, your heart and your future...

Hoping that there'll be someone that can comfort u, hug u and tell u that everything will be just fine...

Hoping that you're strong enough to face all these craps...

Hoping that u'll be ok...

and that's all I can do...

Hoping...

If and only if u guys, people who I care, too care, and forever will be cared, see this post, i want u to know this,

Hey,

This thing called life is like this...

Rough, cruel and unfair...

U care too much, U care too little, they will leave...

Whatever happen, be strong...

Hold there for a lil bit..

Things will get better afterward...

Whatever happen, turn back to your families, to your parents, to your adik2, to your buddies...

They are there for a reason...

May God bless u..

People i care...

I really wish u guys are happy...

Wake up tomorrow and say that you're happy..

Tweet that you are happy with your life...

Post a pic of u in instagram with your brightest smile...

Sing to songs like nobody care... just like before...

Smile as u deserve them...

And I'll smile...

P/S: To someone who recklessly drive with extreme speed using          just one hand like 'i-don't-care-cause-i-dont-want-to-get-        married' before, make John Legend's 'All of Me' as your

     wake up song... drive carefully..

Sincerely,

Hera