Eccendentesiast

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello...

hey...hai...so... yeah...

It's 15th december... 

and here I am... 

stuck with loads of assignments, reports, studies...

Final is coming... and i'm hell not ready yet.. (mind my language)

If you know me, know who I really am... U'll know my condition right now..

Like everyone see... here she is... the strong lady..

and here i am... smiling... like always.. like a dumb...

It's hard.. It's tough...

Degree life.. more than what i've imagine..

and going through all these, without few people i really need, make it unbearable..

I'm hurt.. I'm tired.. I'm sad..

I need time... I need space.. I need smile.. I need hug.. I need u..

If and only if u ever think about this...

I'm not...

I'd thought of stopping.. but because i'd made a promise to make it till the end..

so here i am..

it's really hard..

and if u ever asked whether anything change?

The answer is no.. but there's one thing change... 

Once, i believe dream is a must and dream do come true...

But now i realized, dream is something that make us happy for a while... 

and just like other dream, it remains as dream..

this same date, exactly one year ago, I had the best dream..

but the dream, just like other dream, only appear in my sleep..

you know who u are..

Sorry.. I still watch from a distance..

I still pray for no reason...

I still..

Moga cepat sihat..

Pray for my final.. as a friend.

the eccendentesiast,

Ira.