The Best Surprise in My Life...

Assalamualaikum and hye...

so, this is the story of the last 1st November... 

the starting of my Lovember i guessed...

The title may sounds too much for others, but for me, it is well described.

 so, the story begins like this.. on the last 1st November 2013, i went back to Taiping to get my ortho check up...Owh, i'm not alone there, i'm with my family...

so, btolak dr Tapah tgah hari, and my appointment was at 4.. 

and everything when very well...

however, there's something i hid from them..

 i've been waiting so long for that appointment for a reason, and hoping that my wish can come true there...

 i've been missing.... badly... terribly...

but somehow, i knew the fact that it won't happen...

my heart was so hurt that day knowing the reality...

and somehow, i don't know why, i can't stop thinking of 'what if'..

i'm thinking, 'what if that happen', 'what if suddenly it's a surprise'...

i kept waiting even though i know how that day will end up..

i send texts just to comfort my feelings... 

even though no replies, i knew he read it.. let it be that way, i can face it..

when the clock struck midnight, my dream, my hope just break into pieces...

tears... 

one thing i learned from that someone, and i'll never forget it,

' tak semua benda akan jadi macam yang kita mintak, yang kita rancang'..

i hold on the words, and i faced the fact.. 

another day had passed, and another day less before i get to see that someone..

so, bila hati dah pasrah dengan situation tu, i put my phone aside, and started to pull up the blanket..hoping that i'll be able to sleep that night..

owh, by the way, i used to let my phone in normal mode everyday..

but that night, i turned it to silent mode konon hati merajuk..

 tapi kan, i switched on the vibrate just in case, IN CASE yer (hehehe...) in case, there's anyone trying to contact me..

hati separa pasrah je, 3/4 lagi tak berapa nak pasrah....

baru je nak pejam mata, tiba2 fon vibrate...
Owh!!!! rasa nak lompat2 je dalam bilik hotel tu... 

ada orang call la....hehehe...

 lari2, cari tempat selamat, ok, line clear, boleh agkt fon...

Hohoho, pecah rekod.. tak penah lagi aku brani agkt call wktu ngan fmly... 

nampak sgt la kau tgah ni sgt ngan dia... haisy...

cakap stock nak gi merompak rumah orang... kena usik pun redha je la..

takde nye nak jerit2 balas... paling kuat pun takat gelak macam gadis melayu terakhir... tak bleh blah syera... situasi yang sgt impossible....

so, berbasi-basa la di sana, how are u, how am i...

where are u, where am i...

hahaha... perkara yang normal...

and, being so innocent, i believe everything...

ok.. EVERYTHING being said ok...

hahaha... lame disitu...

owh, a week before, i send a text, just for fun, saying smthing like this..

' htl flmgtn, tgkat -, jemput la dtg...hehehe'

just for fun.. so, during the call, Uknowho ask me again... 

which floor, and what is the room number...

and i thought that Uknowho is just joking because before that, Uknowho claimed that he's not there, a.k.a not in Perak...

 and konon nya, tgah jalan2 area rumah nak tumpang sambut Deepavali...

then, suddenly, Uknowho asked me to go and peek-a-boo at the hole on the door... 

ingat kan dia nak mengusik pasal hantu ke apa sbb dah lebih pukul 1 pagi dah pun...and yang lagi pelik, aku boleh ikut plak mainan dia... hahaha...

yang tak boleh blah tu, sempat lagi dia mgusik..

''boleh nampak ke kot lubang tu, cukup tinggi tak...."

hehehe, cis disitu... sempat lagi merendah-rendah kan diriku ini...

and by the time i took a glimpse at that hole, my heart stop beating for few seconds.. *eceh ayat aku*

the one i miss the most, the one i put my hope on, is there, infront my hotel room...

SURPRISE!!!!!!

hahaha.....what should i say more... dream come true...

so, anda, if in case u read this, thank u so much, for a very great surprise..

even though for 3 seconds only, it'll always be the best 3 seconds in my life...

and i knew the fact that not everything we wished and planned for will happen

yup... owh, ada one sad thing happen, one of my beloved post is missing, i don't know how to recover it.. 

i tried for so many time and spend hours, but still, nothing can replace it.. 

one of the best post..

our memories there.. hopefully, both of us tak kena alzheimer la eh... 

kalau tak jenuh nak ingat balik nanti..

which post??

well, this post...

the first time i revealed my shoe-size guesser... hehehe...

 the time when i play bowling, and i got a strike and i almost kalahkan dua2 bradik... almost k... hehehe...

so, yeah, the conclusion of this story is....

so guys, live your life...

 dream high, who knows, u'll also get that 3 seconds big surprise kan...

XOXO,

uknoWho