Ups and downs..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello dearies...

i got my happy pills already.. so, yeah, frankly speaking, i'm happy now..

well, this is life... everything, everyone, somehow, got the ups and downs... no matter how good u are, how kacak or kiut or lawa u are, how genius or multimillionaire u are, still, there's ups and downs...

jangan ingat Prince William tak pernah ada masalah, jangan kata Sultan Brunei takde masalah, jangan kata Oprah Winfrey never cries, jangan kata saudara kita kat Palestin or Syria don't have fun time... they have it.. but maybe not in the same situation like we had..but everyone did has ups and downs..

yeah guys, once, i'm the person that's full of thought..u know... someone with words like.......

" Knapa la jadi macam ni"

"Salah dia, knapa aku yang kena"

" Aku rasa aku baik, tapi knapa orang buat aku nampak macam jahat"

" Perlu ke aku mintak maaf"

and things like that....but somehow, after think bout this for days and hours, i just feel like,

 lol syera~ what's wrong with u.. don't be jerk.. carry on with your life.. 

don't make a pause.. =='

 so guys, don't just simply jump into regrets.. well up there, it said, twenty years from now..

well, if u did have twenty years in the future, at least u have time to regret about.. if u don't have? nak menyesal apa lagi wei...

so, just stand straight and face it no matter whatever it is... everything happened for reasons..

why i write this thing so sudden?? tak pelik ke.. previous post, i'm saying how happy i am and what so not, then, on the other post, so sudden, it became so dark and deep.. well, something did happened..

it rain so bad... somehow, everything freezed...

but, after a while, lumrah dunia...

i tend to just draw it.. why? at least, it won't go away when the day shine brighter... it'll be there shine or rain... so yeah, let it be there..

Alhamdulillah..everything back on the track.. hopefully, everything will be just fine..

but, still homesick, worried of my study, afraid of loosing, wishing to get more opportunities just to be by the side... all that matters now, they're the people who filled my heart.. don't just simply gone, it'll be hard.. so hard...

erm, bro, once u gave me yours, it'll stuck with me forever.. sorry to say..actually, i'm trying to say, it'll be hard without u.. tapi hilang la kemachoanku if say it directly kan..

tu je la kot for today..

i'm happy...but still, i miss my home...

live your life guys..

p/s : i'll be making a documentary, eceh~ documentary sangat.. tader la.. a post, regarding my lil bro yang berekor tu.. yeah, can't wait to officially introduce my lil bro..

XOXO,

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