Ramadhan and me...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam Ramadhan...

*yeay!!!! bulan puasa dah sampai wei...

bulan dah nampak dah wei.... moh puasa sama2 k...

This year, everything is new to me...

~ puasa kat tempat baru

~ puasa dengan kawan2 baru

~ puasa dengan suasana baru

~ puasa tanpa mama ayah along sya

~ puasa tanpa batch 13...

~ puasa dengan yang diberi perhatian..

It's so much different here...puasa dekat tempat baru, mesti lah banyak benda baru dapat di'discover' kat sini kan...well, sedih sebenarnya sebab bulan puasa tahun ni lain dari tahun2 sebelum ni...

Sebelum2 ni, berpeluang la jugak bukak puasa kat rumah, tahun ni tak dapat..Kat taman tasik, bukak puasa ramai2 dalam DM, terawih pun satu asrama kat surau, dekat sini ta dapat ar camtu... nak bukak puasa, terpulang la kat korang nak bukak puasa camne pun... terawih pulak, terpulang kat iman korang... agak2 nak buat amal, rajin2 ar jejak surau...

Hari ni pulak, hari first nak berterawih...semangat tok sah kira la... excited habis habaq hang... sampai2 je, jemaah melimpah ruah... end up jemaah dalam dorm... new experience... sapa kata kalau surau penuh tak ley buat solat jemaah..lepas je kot kami buat... siap ada bilal imam bagai..see...dekat uni la korang kena pandai pilih kawan.. so, luckily, i'm surrounded by great new friends...tq guys....

owhhhhh~ rindu nak bukak puasa minum soya cincau ni..dulu kat rumah ada ni...kat uitm, dah terliur sangat, cari kat restoran upin ipin je lah... aduhai...sedih bebeno....

Owh~ memandangkan this year, semua orang dah keluar rumah...means, along kat ipg, saya kat uitm and sya pulak kat sbp, so, unfortunately, yg tggal kat rumah hanyalah ayah,mama and charlie....yea...our ADIK BONGSU yang ber'ekor' tu a.k.a Charlie tersayang... 

so, tadi , contact mama and ayah..wishing them happy fasting and so on, and wondering how they'll face fasting month without us...and ayah cerita, how both of them went to the surau for the solat terawih dengan naik moto... before this ta penah camtu... and how they'll break fasting together...

years ago, ayah penah cakap, camne la agak nya if one day, semua anak2 ayah takde kat rumah, study jauh2.. tapi takpe la, takyah fikir lagi sebab lambat lagi...

without realizing, the day is coming... 

lipat2 this thing when i'm on the skypy thingy..

and without realizing i'm filling the blank in there...

wonder how it'll be when i'm at their age... will there be someone who'll drive me to the surau to solat together?... will there be  someone who'll drive me to the bazaar ramadhan to get the food?... will there be someone who'll accompanied me like how my ayah is there for my mama, and my mama is there for my ayah...

getting to know someone, getting to let them into your life, getting to let them lead your life, getting to build the trust, getting to accept and tolerate, getting to share, getting to laugh and cry, getting to know better.. it's the hardest part...

but overall, to survive days by days, and now, Ramadhan is coming... the month of barakah..the month of happiness... the month to know the real who and the real me...InsyaAllah...i'll always there, at the lady's part, playing the assistant role, and may God bless me with the right 'someone' to take the man's part, the responsibilities as my Imam... boleh kan mintak macam tu??

ok..done with the serious part from my heart...duhhhh~ tiba2 jadi so emo and sensitif and over touching and what so not...

so, to my new life...

owh...i got my new Al-Quran.. with tafsir...Alhamdulillah..

and..thank God the font is big enough, so, i don't need to get spectacles or even worst the magnifying glass... and, the Quran is warna warni... menarik kan.. kalau buat hantaran pun best kot...mehehe~ terserlah minda kegatalan disitu...

this is my first time buying my own Al-Quran.. Alhamdulillah i got the chance.. rasa nya nak buat macam yang mama buat kot.. waktu masuk skolah menengah dulu, mama bagi Al-Quran yang mama guna waktu zaman mama highschool dulu.. so, agak2 boleh tak kalau this Quran with tafsir jadi my harta pusaka untuk anak cucu... ==' errrr~ no comment..

* buat anak mama, if one day u read this, please don't think "what's wrong with my mama"... i'm fine.. erm, i hope u got the tafsir Quran... protect it with your life.. make it as your guidance.. be a good girl/boy.. be a soleh/solehah child... dengar cakap mama and papa k... jadi hamba Allah yang berguna...kalau free, bacalah blog mama ni hah...

OK~ AWKWARD... bhahahaha....well, this is the new form of wasiat..penah terbaca kak Shea Rasol did something like this in her blog... so, why not i did the same...but, the thing is, i'm so touched on how this Al-Quran simply change my habit, my perception and my way of life...

i believe that 'lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik and lelaki yang jahat for perempuan yang jahat'.. remember, Allah plans the best... He knew the best for us...

and thank you Allah for blessing me with great classmates and roommates..

the end... huhuhu.. selamat berpuasa..selamat berRamadhan,..jaga diri, jaga hati, jaga iman.. puasa biar penuh, nanti raya sama2 k... jangan dok sibuk fikir baju raya apa, fikir lah, sempat khatam Quran ke tak Ramadhan ni.... haaa~ kejarlah ibadah k... peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak... live you life guys...

one more thing, bukan nak pamer muka or posed yang mcm ape tah tu ke or bilik yang sepah ket belakang tu ke apa... just nak buat announcement....

*drum roll~

i'm officially the sis of iron man...huhuhu..kau hader... jelas kebesian disitu... CB  = )

XOXO,

uknoWho