6.05.2015

Life Update : 4 months before 20

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello ^^


I've spent my day today reading all my posts back.. yup, all..
what i can say is that i've changed.

when i compare my first 20 posts with my previous 20 posts, they're totally different.
Things did happened in this few months and my life did changed a lot.
But, what shocked me the most is that the 'positive-minded' syera has gone.
Like seriously,i'm being too negative nowadays.

I forgot to enjoy myself, enjoy throughout the day and cherish every moment i have.


I'm worried about everything.
What if they hate me?
What if i'll make them mad?
What if they don't want me anymore?
What if they don't like me because i'm not beautiful?
What if they'll leave me soon?

And the 'what-if-list' goes on..


Today, i realized that instead of worrying people will leave, i need to cherish their existence. All memories and dreams and hopes that we share, enjoy those things and stay happy.

Things will get tough occasionally, but i just need to be tougher.


I'll be 20 in few months. One of my bestfriends is getting married. 
And here I am still struggling with 'trust-issue'.

By turning 20, what important the most is the future.
I'll be just fine.
We'll be just fine.
InsyaAllah,I know and i believe that my hopes and dreams will come true eventually.
Can't wait for that time..

Till then,
STAY.

Hey there, 

We've been through a lot. 
Sedar tak sedar, we're these far right now, way ahead from the first baby step we took before.
Stay still and be strong.
Few years more and we will be we forever.
Lets achieve our ambitions first ^^


If I let them know our memories, damn they'll be shipping and make us as their life goals..
Gittteewww... Kemain..lulls.

But seriously, dear u know who u are,
thank you for coming into my life.
thank you for coming back into my life.
thank your for staying in my future.
Thanks.




To my readers, sorry that my post this time turned up to be a lovey dovey thingy.
But hey, logically, i'm a GIRL that will turn 20 .
That, shall explain everything.


P/S:Remember years ago, when i got a hug from your mom for the very first time? It was so warm and comfortable that in my heart, i know i want it again and again in the future ^^



Luahan hati,
Ira










5.27.2015

Degree Law UKM : Part 3

Assalamualaikum and hello peeps..



Been a while since the last one..
Too busy with final, assignments, tests and stuffs..
Plus, super busy preparing for something.. 
what is it? insyaAllah panjang umur nanti share..

So, for the past few weeks, i think almost a month, i got so many emails and texts and what so not asking so many things on Asasi life and also Degree life.

Sorry x sempat reply one by one, and mostly yang tanya about Asasi life, i asked them to refer to other bloggers as in my blog post pun i tak cerita banyak. Mostly i jawab yang melibatkan taktau nak pilih apa or if the decision right or just nak some motivation..

However, i'm quiet surprised as i got so many Qs about how degree life really is.
So, here i'll try to answer few of them.


Q1 : Budak science stream boleh tak study degree law (LLB)?

J : 

I'm a science stream student waktu highschool and my science subjects are not that bad pun. The point is, tak kisah lah u're a science stream student from SPM ke, STPM ke, Matriculation ke, as long as u try, insyaAllah, boleh. 

Ramai je students LLB yang dari science stream especially STPM. Even yang tengah study medic and dentistry pun ada yang tukar buat law. But, as a reminder, don't pursue Law if u thought it as an escapism plan. Jangan anggap yang by doing law, it'll not be as hard as doing medic or engineering. It's equally susah.

Q2 : Belajar law ni memang baca buku je ke?

J : 

Haaaa~ part ni seriously kena jelaskan. Nak kata salah tu tak jugak sebab mainly memang hidup budak law mengadap buku je. 



Memang takde la nak main pembaris macam budak archi ke, nak main tulang2 macam budak medic or main keyboard macam budak music.. eh?? hehehe.. kalau main keyboard pun, keyboard lappy je la kot. assignment berlambak.

But tak la pulak sampai hari2 pegi balik faculty angkut buku je, hidup dekat library je.. memang no way. banyak assignments and other activities yang tak melibatkan buku.

Eg assignment : for 1st year UKM, kitorang ada assignment yang perlukan kitorang berlakon, pergi jumpa lawyer, pergi company, pergi pejabat2 kerajaan, pergi jumpa artis (kadang2) , banyak berurusan dengan orang dewasa, main kira2 sikit, ada la main gunting2 tampal sikit. Conclusion, bukan dengan buku je.

Eg aktiviti luar kelas: untuk faculty law, ada few persatuan macam ALSA and UNESCO yang memang ada macam2 aktiviti. Korang akan banyak terlibat dengan conference around Malaysia and murah rezeki lagi fully sponsored untuk conference international. Then, macam biasa, ada debat, debate pelbagai bahasa, pidato and also mooting.

Macam mooting, majority competition akan ada sampai peringkat international. Then, korang boleh jugak join cultural activities, contoh ada tarian, main gamelan, okestra ect. Even our own fac produce our own musical-kind-of-law-theater called mocktrial. so yeah, among students law, ada yang power buat makeup2, ada yang power menari and such. And also, sukan pun ada. Budak laki slalu je buat lawan futsal and such.

So conclusion nya, in our life, it's not all about books. Its a whole lot more. But certainly, u can't avoid from reading books. Kalau x nak baca buku langsung, tak yah belajar law. yang tu baru buku, kau belum tenggok cases lagi *muntah hijau*

Q3 : Kalau tengok dekat tv tu, yang lawyer2 tu takpun budak2 law dia lawa2 handsome2. Memang camtu ke in reality?


(Jawapan berdasarkan my point of view)

Toksah nak merepek. Takda maknanya bayangan korang. Kalau ye la semua lawa2 cantik2, iolls tak balik rumah dah. Rela bertapa dekat library faculty. Hahaha. No la. Seriously, keadaan dia macam dekat sekolah. Biasa je. 



Cuma kadang2 la korang jumpa a few yang lawa dia or handsome dia tu terlebih menyerlah. Macam kat sekolah kan ada budak2 hot, lebih kurang camtu la dekat sini. Tapi tak nafi la ada je yang cantik dia bukan main, sampai kau yang perempuan pun terpegun usha. Yang laki pun ada je ala-ala Korea or bidadara dunia dekat UKM ni hah. Jangan la kalau korang nampak buat ala-ala terkejut luar alam. Benda biasa je. tapi sorry la, kat fac ni takde lagi taste iolls. Serious memang takde ^^


Erm, setakat ni je la kot yang i explain. Tak larat nak tulis panjang2 lagi. Apa2 soalan just directly contact me. InsyaAllah i'll answer. Sorry if tak membantu pun apa yang i tulis ni. But my only intention is to give motivation to u guys. Jangan rasa rendah diri with your result or how u looks, ok? 


Live your life guys. Cherish every moment ^^

XOXO,
UknoWho




4.18.2015

2nd Time

Hye..


This is not the best way to write a post after the last time i wrote..
Erm, hows my second sem?

I predicted it too early, that finally i'm the one who's full with frustration.
I hope this sem to be well, at least it need to be fine.
But things end up the same way.

Erm, i've a lot of assignments, tests, quizzes, programs..
In simple words, this is the hardest time in this sem.
I really wish someone will be here, by my side.
Sadly, I'm wrong.

For the 2nd time of my life, I'm alone.
I thought 20 will be different. I'm wrong.
20 and 19 are just the same.

It's hard right now.
Really hard that it hurts me a lot.
Hati rasa macam kena toreh.
Sakit sangat
What should i do?


but i believe one thing..
I know who i want to be with for the rest of my life..
And i know that will happen..
I'll let the time to decide.

Remember every promises..
Stay
Be safe

Don't worry..
I'll be fine..
I'll be ok..
Ira kan kuat..
I'll be ok..


Sincerely,
Me

3.15.2015

Degree Law UKM : Part 2

Assalamualaikum and hello



It'd been quite sometime since the last post..
Erm, i can't use busy as an excuse..
just say that the feeling to write is not there.

So, today, want to write and share few things.

This is my 2nd semester of degree life. Baru start few weeks, but truly hectic.
Make new friends, knew few people, trying few new things.

All and all, until this moment, i believe i'm improving myself day by day, and surely i want to keep it that way through out this year.



if nak tanya result hari tu macam mana..
hurmm, segan nak bagitau.
but, seriously, dari awal dulu saya tak penah kata i'm a great student.
Obviously, i'm not la kan.

Kalau tanya my parents, they'll say i can improve my result for this sem.
If u asked me, i'll say i'm quite satisfied with my result despite my kesibukan and all my time spent into few things.

But somehow, thank God, along this rough journey of first sem, i always got people that support my back.

My parents yang tak pernah putus doakan kejayaan anak and always bagi kebebasan untuk anak diorang ni buat keputusan.
My siblings that even though tak jumpa selalu, but i know they always want me to do my best.
Him that always support me with what i'm doing, always there when i need comfort words, always there to help me make my mind, always there to hide me away from this world when i need time to be alone.

My best girl ever, for her support, her words that makes me laugh and her time spent hearing my lovey dovey story.

and for all that, thank you so much.

betul cakap orang, lagi bertambah umur, lagi kurang orang dalam hidup, 
lagi banyak yang melangkah keluar.
i'm used with being alone since little.
i'm that kind of person that dont have much friend.

Kalau dulu rasa macam nak bunuh diri bila rasa takda kawan and terlalu sunyi.
Sekarang, i'm satisfied with what i have.
I don't need thousands of people to be my friend.
I just need these few people that will never leave.



sincerely,
me


2.15.2015

Stay

Assalamualaikum and hey


Just another appreciation post to show my appreciation to someone that deserve it..

I've been thinking about this a lot..
and I've come into a conclusion

I'm going to be 20 soon..
and so do you..

we're not 17/18 anymore..
i can't be like the old me again..
doubting and worrying about useless thing.

it's time to put trust and just let the time decide everything.


as much as u value my pictures, my videos, my shirt, my so-much-more-lil-things, i always and forever will value your existence.

lets be strong and stand still, trust each other..
few more years, everything will be just fine.

remember..
u asked me to believe in you.
u asked me to let u be my abang forever.
u asked me to not be worried as u'll be there together.
u asked me to be strong.
u asked me to open up.

don't forget..
years ago, I've said the same thing.
whatever happened, for whatever reason, for any relay,
u were, u are, and u'll forever be,
My Abang.




p/s : Stay - Miley Cyrus & I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz


Forever your bestfriend, forever your sayang, forever yours,
Me.


1.31.2015

Fresh start

Assalamualaikum... hello ^^


Honestly, this post will be super duper jiwang and highly dedicated for my jiwang soul..

so, if agak2 nak tengok any update bout my degree life, mohon singgah kmudian hari ya...

so, here it goes..


Seriously, last year was a horrible, damn shit year.. (sorry for my language)
Never once in my life before i be that kind of person..
Diri serabut, fikiran serabut, hati serabut, hidup serabut..

However, this year, i cant say it will be perfect but at least, i got a very happy, fresh new start..

I'm not alone.. i'll complete my degree with full motivation.. eceh... ahahah

keadaan kembali tenang, seperti yang aku harap, seperti yang aku mimpi..
harapan aku letak tinggi, perkataan 'forever' aku junjung dalam hati..
tapi siapa tau apa akan jadi..
cuma aku berani janji, selagi masih waras, selagi ada nyawa, aku usaha..
macam yang aku tanggung, yang aku gantung harap tahun lepas...
akan aku jadi kuat selagi mampu..


so, yup, lets work this out.. make it till the end k..

lets make a new start.. whatever happened back then, just forget everything..
after a year, u changed a lot..
u're not the same person i knew back then..

and for that changes, thank you so much..
I can't ask for more..
I can swear with all my heart, u're the right guy..
U treat me like a princess and a queen at the same time..
i don't think a girl like me deserve a great guy like u..

for everything that we share and experienced for the past few weeks, thank you..
those beautiful days will forever be remembered..




kalau nak ikut hati, i want to share everything here..
but i know i can't.... hahaha..
so, hopefully none of us will be nyanyuk or hilang ingatan that early..


nanti i write special post just for u je la... senang cer.. hahaha..

so, here my last word for u.. for us actually...

well, for the past few weeks, i know we're getting to know each other better..
there're other side of us that we'd never see before kan..
i know u're quite surprised with the new side of me..

hopefully, we can accept each other for who we are..
we can't asked for perfection in each other, but we can tolerate kan..
i cant promise u forever happiness without any problems..
i believe there are ups and downs in relationship..
so, instead of keeping it in our heart, lets settle it together..
Talk... settle things together..
if things get harder, instead of letting go, lets give 'us' some time to figure it out..



here it is..
there'll be time that u'll think this relay will go nowhere..
i really wish when that time come, just do this..
text me, say that u need some time alone, go wherever u want, take as much time as u want..
but when things get better, please come back..


I'll forever there..
Waiting for my Abang..

Last, thank you for being my Abang along this journey..
See you in few days..

proud to say, i'm in love with my bestfriend, my long-time-crush, my partner, my young man..




p/s : iolls ok + redho pasrah je madu ngan cheTa, but please, only cheTa je k.. lebih2  i kennot...


Forever yours (eh?)
Ira



1.18.2015

The Crush

Assalamualaikum.. hye..


These few days are just too beautiful..
just too beautiful that i unable to describe it..

so, my main point is the crush..
honestly, i have one during my high school years, and i still do..
this one crush, i never let anyone know about it before, even my girls dont know bout it.

Last night, i let someone know..

The Syera that people know is the Syera yang muka x de perasaan, yang suka marah2, yang bajet bagus and the list goes on..

However, i'm still a girl, and i admit, i do have crush on someone.. lol..
blushing while writing this..

i don't know how all these started..
during my first year in high school, i'm all nerdy over books and i dont see boys as boys... lol..

as our classes opposite each other, it's not that hard to take a glimpse over him..
by that time, that boy somehow catch my attention, but during that year, i just knew his existent but never have any attempts to be his friend..

starting from my second year in high school, i got this one new habit, curi2 tengok..
hahaha, kalau ingat balik sumpah malu..
as a prefect, i need to do few things during the perhimpunan..
kadang2 jadi emcee, kadang2 jaga baris, kadang2 jaga blok..
and waktu bertugas ni je la i got the chance to do my agenda..



honestly, he's not a perfect guy or what, but somehow i have this feeling to be his friend, tapi mcm x de sebab je tb2 nak jadi kawan kan..
so, curi2 tengok je mampu..

so, macam mana i buat..
if waktu i jadi emcee, if ada waktu ucapan or anything, my eyes will absolutely at him..
if waktu jaga barisan, i'll find the best spot so that i can see him without anyone noticing..
if waktu jaga blok, believe me, diriku ini hanya tengok sorang budak je..
hahaha... tempat paling best untuk mengusha is hujung pejabat mengadap tapak perhimpunan..

that's what i did from form2 till form 5.. i've never done more than that..
never be close friends.. kadang2 if terserempak pun buat2 tak kenal..
and he never give any interest..
nama pun crush kan..

then, time form4 and form5 i involved in quite a lot of school events and so do him..
its quite nice to be able to see your crush.. lol



how did i know i have crush on him?
simple... first, i always have this feeling to be his friend..
2nd, when he talks to me, i got a mini heart attack...hahahaha
i really did..

i tried to talk to him few times, but it's always be a conversation between batchmates..
but now, after few years, my crush finally knew that i have crush on him..
luckily, he's ok with it..

and guess what, he's my bestfriend right now..

how i wish he know that he's still my crush and forever will..
eceh.. hahaha..

ehem ehem... hahaha

that's all, a story of mine..

XOXO,
Syera



1.07.2015

Hope

Hye.


so... ermm.. i've been thinking for a while now..

few days back, someone asked me about hope..
and i did let you know about my hope..
at least part of it..
I do hope for your happiness and I do hope for my success..

once, i came across this one quote..
'Hope is waking dreams'

you know i dreamt a lot..
i really did..
and i still do..

so..these dreams are my hopes..

but still, how am i supposed to tell you everything..
Tbh, i learnt a lot from everything back then..
 Just like what u did, i'm trying to improve myself too..
and i'm trying hard to do so..
When u asked me that question, i didn't know how to answer..
"Is that the only thing u're hoping for?"

If i can answer it again, I really do hope I'll answer it this way..
"Can i hope for more?"


From how u reacted, i knew u dont read this blog anymore..
so, i dont think u'll never ever ever know about this small thought of mine..
but seriously, your question make me wait for your text every night causing me to get less sleep..
and i really do need enough sleep right now...
so, i do pray a lot to God.. i knew He is the only one that can deliver this to u..

hopefully, kalau terdetik rasa hati, please let me know the answer..
don't stop a conversation with a riddle or a question, i hate it.

it's between these two..
goodbye or letting go.

let me know soon



me is still me.. 
you are still you..
i'll be the better me..
as u'll be the better you..

p/s: i don't know where i got the courage to do that that night, but somehow, i'm really glad i did that.


ira

12.31.2014

Conclusion 2014 : Debat Gender

Hello... It's me... again


settle dgn dftar bagai, masuk la minggu orientasi..
mcm biasa la orientasi ni, ada nyanyi2, ada blaja cheers2 bagai... 
owh, ada perang dectar.. apa perang dectar?? nnti2 la aku crta..

as i mentioned before, aku join team debat za'ba... yg best pasal debat ni, serious aku salute,  yg join smua bangsa ada.. ramai je chinese and indian join.. and their BM is superb.. another thing, ramai je yg x de basic lgsung... wktu skolah tringin nak try, tp x dpt.. so, digalakkan wktu miggu MMM ni try.. korg siap dpt personal coaching lg...

and then, dah settle mggu MMM, minggu akademik start mcm biasa..
btw, seniors sini baik gila.. aku dr law fac, so, korg boleh approach je mana2 senior yg korg terserempak.. law fac ukm ni kecik and isolated sikit.. sapa dr asasi uitm shah alam maybe mcm dpt nmpak beza dia.. 
student tak ramai, bangunan pun kecik.. so, chances nak jmpa senior tu boleh kata dlm 99.9% la.. just tegur je.. agak2 nnti korg masuk, ternampak aku, tego je la "hey syera!!", tak pun nampak dr jauh boleh dah kot lmbai2... haaaaa...

part from that, aku join UPU iaitu unit pengucapan umum..
basically mcm kelab debat and pidato BM..
this UPU thingy is awesome, mcm kau join satu family baru... kau jmpa budak lain course.. sumpah best.. even kau x da pglmn debat lgsung, boleh join... seniors and alumni sedia tolong...


aku pun dalam upu ni la buat kawan baru, baru nak kenal senior faculty sendiri... mana nak dpt wei senior 3rd year, 4th year lyn kau sikit punya baik... 
budak2 law, aku mmg recommend korg join upu ni, boleh improve your soft skills.. x de byr yuran ke apa.. join je...

so, mana part debat gender nya..

here it is... every week, akan ada perjumpaan UPU, whther selasa or rabu, untuk sparring oe if ada competition, untuk build up teams and everything..
This one particular day, aku x dpt pi sbb ada meeting lain dekat kolej..
tiba2 abg naim (naim fital) dia call, tanya bz tak, if tak dia dtg ambik bawak gi upu..

so, here it is.. 1st, senior 3rd year kau call.. 2nd, senior kau ni org lejen debat.. 3rd, dia sndr nak gi ambik kau bawak gi UPU... conclusion nya, ada something wrong.. so, ok, dia dtg, ambik bawak gi bilik UPU.. lupa nak cakap, abg naim ni (naim fital) was my coach during MMM week... so, dlm kreta ada dia, aku and aiman syahmi... dia kata.. mlm tu ada pemilihan untuk team gender.. team gender wajib ada perempuan.. so, ukm hntar 2 team, satu team 2 org, means sorg laki and sorg prempuan.. so, there's not enough girl debater..

aku ringkaskan, skrg ni ada dua org 1st year yg diberi peluang, if aku x dtg mlm tu, so the other girl automatically join the team.. so, he just want me to grab the chance.. sumpah aku takkan lupa jasa dia... mana nak dpt wei, 1st year, x smpai sbulan masuk boleh try join team ukm..

so, alhamdulillah, mungkin rezeki aku wktu tu, dpt join team ukm.. my teammate is abg Awi aka abg Virg... sumpah mula2 awkward.. but syukur kat Tuhan aku jumpa and kenal insan hebat ni... Tuhan je tau betapa besyukur nya aku... 

mcm2 pengalaman... ni 1st time aku join debat british style.. empat penjuru..
lain sgt2.. mcm2 bnda jd.. alhamdulillah, skali lagi, rzki ktorg dpt masuk semi..
aku yg first year, first time join debat uni, rezeki jmpa team2 hebat..
team UM, UiTM, UIA, UPM... senang crta smua team elite la... rasa kerdil sungguh wktu tu...

tp abg Virg always pesan, everytime before start lawan, dia kata, igt balik tujuan kita dekat sini nak blaja, nak dpt pglmn... menang kalah blakang kira.. just enjoy the match... even kalah pun, aku puas hati... bnyk sgt2 aku blaja, bnyk sgt2 org aku jumpa, aku kenal... sapa sgka 1st month join ukm dpt naik atas pentas salam dgn menteri.. rezeki..

yg penting bagi aku, kau ambik peluang, do your best, challenge yourself and have fun... tu je la kot..

sapa2 nak tau pasal mggu mmm lagi or debat MMM or debat gender boleh contact me directly via FB : Nor Syahirah Azahar or twitter : @irazehar..

XOXO,
Syera

Conclusion 2014 : UKM registration

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps..

* this is practically me right now, except i'm not an apple user, i dont have whiskers and yeah, i'm sneezing all over the place...

Quite a while since the last post..
pretty much busy with finals...
Even though first year law student only got 3 papers, but i can say it's a damn hard 3 papers...hahaha

All and all... here I am...
 using this last few moment of 2014 to write few memorable moments before i forget everything..lol..
 so yeah, i'll try my best to summarize everything in few posts..
Happy reading people ^^



That is almost me during my first day in UKM...

So, as these MMM week was months back then, I'll try my best to explain everything that i remember ok...
By the way, my story is from a law student perspective ok.. my perspective..

Basically, MMM week, or also known as minggu mesra mahasiswa, same like other minggu orientasi.. rasanya tak banyak beza pun dgn orientasi Uni2 lain..

cuma, sape yg bakal berdaftar, ada few things nak dipesan...

First, sape2 yg dok jauh, senang crta luar Selangor, pls book hotel area bangi ni bila korg dapat twrn.. senang crita, klik je kptsn, dia tulis 'Tahniah blablaba...' maka, berlari-lari lah anda tunjuk result dekat mak bapak, then terus call hotel ok... hahaha.. serius ni perlu.. 

Jgn nak kata, ekeleh, rumah aku Perak je, tolak lepas subuh smpai je ni..
 ni hakak nak pesan, toksah nak buat pala sgt.. kau dok dpn ukm ni pun, kalau subuh kau pukul 9, jwb dia kau dok la baris dlm kreta tu 3,4 jam.. 
Kau igt kau sorg je dpt twrn UKM, beribu lagi dik, so mohon, dtg awal sehari..

And, tolong la jugak, sehari sebelum pegi tu, belek dulu map UKM yg dia bg tu.. tgok siap2 mana simpang nak gi kolej kau.. yg ni kesian aku tgok pak guard tu, lepas satu, satu kreta dok berenti, tanya kemain...
''Encik, anak sulung saya ni, kemain hebatnya, taktau la macam mana boleh dapat belajar dekat UKM ni... blaja undang2 plak tu... tak tau la mana dpt kehebatan dia tu.. sapa la gamak nya mak ayah dia...ni nak tanya, Za'ba dekat mana?"

haaaaa~ yg tu, mak bapak sapa buat camtu, mohon gi siku sikit... jgn kata siku anak je, ngan mak pak pun siku skali... lol... dia tak tau bratus lagi budak ambik law... =='

2nd, please la sgla borang mak nenek tu isi awal2.. kaunter dia kecik and sikit.. org bratur kemain pnjg.. so plis, jgn smpai dpn kaunter tu, baru nak keluar pen, cari gunting, mintak pinjam gam dari org blakang laa...

jangan nak buat hal.. bnyak lagi bnda nak dibuat...

3rd, ni tlg igtkan mak ayah, nak parking kreta tu, biar bertamadun sikit... 
Ni kadang2 kemain, kat cermin kreta, tampal sticker "My son is a lawyer-to-be".
Kekdahnya, mak pak parking kreta mcm buta terus undg2...
Mohon la igt sikit anda hidup bermasyarakat..

4th, bawak barang tu berpada.. jgn nak mengada stock pndh rumah...
Aku pun bawak barang blambak.. bantal 3,4 jugak... tp pndai2 la packing bg senang skali dua angkut terus habis...
Ni tak, ada yg tak kenal lgsung rupa beg and kotak kot... lepas satu, satu dia bawak... adik beradik ada 6, semua dia kerah agkut brg dia.. sorg bawak mug, sorg bawak bantal, sorg bawak selimut.. tu belom kira yg bawak sekampung...
please, serius aku fhm, kdg2 ada yg anak sulung, kdg2 ada yg kau anak tgh pun, kau sorg je masuk Uni, sumpah aku faham..
Tapi tolong la, jgn la bawak warga emas, jgn bawak kakak kau yg pregnant, jgn bawak pakcik makcik yg sakit gout ke,lutut lari ke apa..

Sumpah sian wei, wktu hr tu ada yg bawak moyang... dah la tua, kau plak dpt tgkt 4,5.. blok mmg x da lift... kau considerate la sikit.. kau yg muda pun lelah, ni kau harap moyang kau gagah... so, beragak la sikit.. pastu ada yg bawak kakak pregnant la, kau nak anak sdara kau lahir dkt ukm ke apa... yg bawak sakit sgla tu, kesian aku tengok mnapak naik tangga tu, setingkat setengah jam apa cer... yg kakak ada baby tu, dan2 tu la nak menyusu pun... yg ada laki tu, tak payah angkut smpai ke bilik, karang drama korea korg tak da sapa nak usha wei....

and last, please la be ready... jgn la wktu tu la jugak korang nak mental breakdown.. waktu tu la nak jadi diva bagai.. jgn nak mintak tukar bilik la, x nak tingkat 2 la... nak bilik dgn kawan la... kau nak kena siku ke apa...

settle bab daftar, bab orientasi ni aku pendek kan je...

cerita nya, lpas dpt offer ukm, aku buat research sikit.. then dpt tau wktu debat ni ada lawan debat antra kolej.. sapa masuk team debat most of the time x payah join aktiviti orientasi...

Maka, sebagai insan bernama syahirah, facee umum je sapa nak join debat, chapchuss aku agkt tgn.. lolllsss sgt... maka, terselamatlah diri ini dr join aktvt lain..so, sesapa yg ada pglmn debat, or nak try debat, join je ok...

 by the way, sesapa nak dftr law ukm, aku recommend, korg usha la blog naim fital... mmg bnyak bantu... thats all..

Chau..

XOXO,
Syera



A much needed rant : 28th April 2021

*Disclaimer: This post was written on 28th April 2021. 2.10 am. Few months before turning 26 y.o. I'm not sure when I'll publish thi...