Hope

Hye.

so... ermm.. i've been thinking for a while now..

few days back, someone asked me about hope..

and i did let you know about my hope..

at least part of it..

I do hope for your happiness and I do hope for my success..

once, i came across this one quote..

'Hope is waking dreams'

you know i dreamt a lot..

i really did..

and i still do..

so..these dreams are my hopes..

but still, how am i supposed to tell you everything..

Tbh, i learnt a lot from everything back then..

 Just like what u did, i'm trying to improve myself too..

and i'm trying hard to do so..

When u asked me that question, i didn't know how to answer..

"Is that the only thing u're hoping for?"

If i can answer it again, I really do hope I'll answer it this way..

"Can i hope for more?"

From how u reacted, i knew u dont read this blog anymore..

so, i dont think u'll never ever ever know about this small thought of mine..

but seriously, your question make me wait for your text every night causing me to get less sleep..

and i really do need enough sleep right now...

so, i do pray a lot to God.. i knew He is the only one that can deliver this to u..

hopefully, kalau terdetik rasa hati, please let me know the answer..

don't stop a conversation with a riddle or a question, i hate it.

it's between these two..

goodbye or letting go.

let me know soon

me is still me.. 

you are still you..

i'll be the better me..

as u'll be the better you..

p/s: i don't know where i got the courage to do that that night, but somehow, i'm really glad i did that.

ira