Degree Law UKM : Part 2

Assalamualaikum and hello

It'd been quite sometime since the last post..

Erm, i can't use busy as an excuse..

just say that the feeling to write is not there.

So, today, want to write and share few things.

This is my 2nd semester of degree life. Baru start few weeks, but truly hectic.

Make new friends, knew few people, trying few new things.

All and all, until this moment, i believe i'm improving myself day by day, and surely i want to keep it that way through out this year.

if nak tanya result hari tu macam mana..

hurmm, segan nak bagitau.

but, seriously, dari awal dulu saya tak penah kata i'm a great student.

Obviously, i'm not la kan.

Kalau tanya my parents, they'll say i can improve my result for this sem.

If u asked me, i'll say i'm quite satisfied with my result despite my kesibukan and all my time spent into few things.

But somehow, thank God, along this rough journey of first sem, i always got people that support my back.

My parents yang tak pernah putus doakan kejayaan anak and always bagi kebebasan untuk anak diorang ni buat keputusan.

My siblings that even though tak jumpa selalu, but i know they always want me to do my best.

Him that always support me with what i'm doing, always there when i need comfort words, always there to help me make my mind, always there to hide me away from this world when i need time to be alone.

My best girl ever, for her support, her words that makes me laugh and her time spent hearing my lovey dovey story.

and for all that, thank you so much.

betul cakap orang, lagi bertambah umur, lagi kurang orang dalam hidup, 

lagi banyak yang melangkah keluar.

i'm used with being alone since little.

i'm that kind of person that dont have much friend.

Kalau dulu rasa macam nak bunuh diri bila rasa takda kawan and terlalu sunyi.

Sekarang, i'm satisfied with what i have.

I don't need thousands of people to be my friend.

I just need these few people that will never leave.

sincerely,

me

Stay

Assalamualaikum and hey

Just another appreciation post to show my appreciation to someone that deserve it..

I've been thinking about this a lot..

and I've come into a conclusion

I'm going to be 20 soon..

and so do you..

we're not 17/18 anymore..

i can't be like the old me again..

doubting and worrying about useless thing.

it's time to put trust and just let the time decide everything.

as much as u value my pictures, my videos, my shirt, my so-much-more-lil-things, i always and forever will value your existence.

lets be strong and stand still, trust each other..

few more years, everything will be just fine.

remember..

u asked me to believe in you.

u asked me to let u be my abang forever.

u asked me to not be worried as u'll be there together.

u asked me to be strong.

u asked me to open up.

don't forget..

years ago, I've said the same thing.

whatever happened, for whatever reason, for any relay,

u were, u are, and u'll forever be,

My Abang.

p/s : Stay - Miley Cyrus & I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

Forever your bestfriend, forever your sayang, forever yours,

Me.

Fresh start

Assalamualaikum... hello ^^

Honestly, this post will be super duper jiwang and highly dedicated for my jiwang soul..

so, if agak2 nak tengok any update bout my degree life, mohon singgah kmudian hari ya...

so, here it goes..

Seriously, last year was a horrible, damn shit year.. (sorry for my language)

Never once in my life before i be that kind of person..

Diri serabut, fikiran serabut, hati serabut, hidup serabut..

However, this year, i cant say it will be perfect but at least, i got a very happy, fresh new start..

I'm not alone.. i'll complete my degree with full motivation.. eceh... ahahah

keadaan kembali tenang, seperti yang aku harap, seperti yang aku mimpi..

harapan aku letak tinggi, perkataan 'forever' aku junjung dalam hati..

tapi siapa tau apa akan jadi..

cuma aku berani janji, selagi masih waras, selagi ada nyawa, aku usaha..

macam yang aku tanggung, yang aku gantung harap tahun lepas...

akan aku jadi kuat selagi mampu..

so, yup, lets work this out.. make it till the end k..

lets make a new start.. whatever happened back then, just forget everything..

after a year, u changed a lot..

u're not the same person i knew back then..

and for that changes, thank you so much..

I can't ask for more..

I can swear with all my heart, u're the right guy..

U treat me like a princess and a queen at the same time..

i don't think a girl like me deserve a great guy like u..

for everything that we share and experienced for the past few weeks, thank you..

those beautiful days will forever be remembered..

kalau nak ikut hati, i want to share everything here..

but i know i can't.... hahaha..

so, hopefully none of us will be nyanyuk or hilang ingatan that early..

nanti i write special post just for u je la... senang cer.. hahaha..

so, here my last word for u.. for us actually...

well, for the past few weeks, i know we're getting to know each other better..

there're other side of us that we'd never see before kan..

i know u're quite surprised with the new side of me..

hopefully, we can accept each other for who we are..

we can't asked for perfection in each other, but we can tolerate kan..

i cant promise u forever happiness without any problems..

i believe there are ups and downs in relationship..

so, instead of keeping it in our heart, lets settle it together..

Talk... settle things together..

if things get harder, instead of letting go, lets give 'us' some time to figure it out..

here it is..

there'll be time that u'll think this relay will go nowhere..

i really wish when that time come, just do this..

text me, say that u need some time alone, go wherever u want, take as much time as u want..

but when things get better, please come back..

I'll forever there..

Waiting for my Abang..

Last, thank you for being my Abang along this journey..

See you in few days..

proud to say, i'm in love with my bestfriend, my long-time-crush, my partner, my young man..

p/s : iolls ok + redho pasrah je madu ngan cheTa, but please, only cheTa je k.. lebih2  i kennot...

Forever yours (eh?)

Ira

The Crush

Assalamualaikum.. hye..

These few days are just too beautiful..
just too beautiful that i unable to describe it..

so, my main point is the crush..
honestly, i have one during my high school years, and i still do..
this one crush, i never let anyone know about it before, even my girls dont know bout it.

Last night, i let someone know..

The Syera that people know is the Syera yang muka x de perasaan, yang suka marah2, yang bajet bagus and the list goes on..

However, i'm still a girl, and i admit, i do have crush on someone.. lol..
blushing while writing this..

i don't know how all these started..
during my first year in high school, i'm all nerdy over books and i dont see boys as boys... lol..

as our classes opposite each other, it's not that hard to take a glimpse over him..
by that time, that boy somehow catch my attention, but during that year, i just knew his existent but never have any attempts to be his friend..

starting from my second year in high school, i got this one new habit, curi2 tengok..
hahaha, kalau ingat balik sumpah malu..
as a prefect, i need to do few things during the perhimpunan..
kadang2 jadi emcee, kadang2 jaga baris, kadang2 jaga blok..
and waktu bertugas ni je la i got the chance to do my agenda..

honestly, he's not a perfect guy or what, but somehow i have this feeling to be his friend, tapi mcm x de sebab je tb2 nak jadi kawan kan..
so, curi2 tengok je mampu..

so, macam mana i buat..
if waktu i jadi emcee, if ada waktu ucapan or anything, my eyes will absolutely at him..
if waktu jaga barisan, i'll find the best spot so that i can see him without anyone noticing..
if waktu jaga blok, believe me, diriku ini hanya tengok sorang budak je..
hahaha... tempat paling best untuk mengusha is hujung pejabat mengadap tapak perhimpunan..

that's what i did from form2 till form 5.. i've never done more than that..
never be close friends.. kadang2 if terserempak pun buat2 tak kenal..
and he never give any interest..
nama pun crush kan..

then, time form4 and form5 i involved in quite a lot of school events and so do him..
its quite nice to be able to see your crush.. lol

how did i know i have crush on him?
simple... first, i always have this feeling to be his friend..
2nd, when he talks to me, i got a mini heart attack...hahahaha
i really did..

i tried to talk to him few times, but it's always be a conversation between batchmates..
but now, after few years, my crush finally knew that i have crush on him..
luckily, he's ok with it..

and guess what, he's my bestfriend right now..

how i wish he know that he's still my crush and forever will..
eceh.. hahaha..

ehem ehem... hahaha

that's all, a story of mine..

XOXO,
Syera

Hope

Hye.

so... ermm.. i've been thinking for a while now..

few days back, someone asked me about hope..

and i did let you know about my hope..

at least part of it..

I do hope for your happiness and I do hope for my success..

once, i came across this one quote..

'Hope is waking dreams'

you know i dreamt a lot..

i really did..

and i still do..

so..these dreams are my hopes..

but still, how am i supposed to tell you everything..

Tbh, i learnt a lot from everything back then..

 Just like what u did, i'm trying to improve myself too..

and i'm trying hard to do so..

When u asked me that question, i didn't know how to answer..

"Is that the only thing u're hoping for?"

If i can answer it again, I really do hope I'll answer it this way..

"Can i hope for more?"

From how u reacted, i knew u dont read this blog anymore..

so, i dont think u'll never ever ever know about this small thought of mine..

but seriously, your question make me wait for your text every night causing me to get less sleep..

and i really do need enough sleep right now...

so, i do pray a lot to God.. i knew He is the only one that can deliver this to u..

hopefully, kalau terdetik rasa hati, please let me know the answer..

don't stop a conversation with a riddle or a question, i hate it.

it's between these two..

goodbye or letting go.

let me know soon

me is still me.. 

you are still you..

i'll be the better me..

as u'll be the better you..

p/s: i don't know where i got the courage to do that that night, but somehow, i'm really glad i did that.

ira

Conclusion 2014 : Debat Gender

Hello... It's me... again

settle dgn dftar bagai, masuk la minggu orientasi..

mcm biasa la orientasi ni, ada nyanyi2, ada blaja cheers2 bagai... 

owh, ada perang dectar.. apa perang dectar?? nnti2 la aku crta..

as i mentioned before, aku join team debat za'ba... yg best pasal debat ni, serious aku salute,  yg join smua bangsa ada.. ramai je chinese and indian join.. and their BM is superb.. another thing, ramai je yg x de basic lgsung... wktu skolah tringin nak try, tp x dpt.. so, digalakkan wktu miggu MMM ni try.. korg siap dpt personal coaching lg...

and then, dah settle mggu MMM, minggu akademik start mcm biasa..

btw, seniors sini baik gila.. aku dr law fac, so, korg boleh approach je mana2 senior yg korg terserempak.. law fac ukm ni kecik and isolated sikit.. sapa dr asasi uitm shah alam maybe mcm dpt nmpak beza dia.. 

student tak ramai, bangunan pun kecik.. so, chances nak jmpa senior tu boleh kata dlm 99.9% la.. just tegur je.. agak2 nnti korg masuk, ternampak aku, tego je la "hey syera!!", tak pun nampak dr jauh boleh dah kot lmbai2... haaaaa...

part from that, aku join UPU iaitu unit pengucapan umum..

basically mcm kelab debat and pidato BM..

this UPU thingy is awesome, mcm kau join satu family baru... kau jmpa budak lain course.. sumpah best.. even kau x da pglmn debat lgsung, boleh join... seniors and alumni sedia tolong...

aku pun dalam upu ni la buat kawan baru, baru nak kenal senior faculty sendiri... mana nak dpt wei senior 3rd year, 4th year lyn kau sikit punya baik... 

budak2 law, aku mmg recommend korg join upu ni, boleh improve your soft skills.. x de byr yuran ke apa.. join je...

so, mana part debat gender nya..

here it is... every week, akan ada perjumpaan UPU, whther selasa or rabu, untuk sparring oe if ada competition, untuk build up teams and everything..

This one particular day, aku x dpt pi sbb ada meeting lain dekat kolej..

tiba2 abg naim (naim fital) dia call, tanya bz tak, if tak dia dtg ambik bawak gi upu..

so, here it is.. 1st, senior 3rd year kau call.. 2nd, senior kau ni org lejen debat.. 3rd, dia sndr nak gi ambik kau bawak gi UPU... conclusion nya, ada something wrong.. so, ok, dia dtg, ambik bawak gi bilik UPU.. lupa nak cakap, abg naim ni (naim fital) was my coach during MMM week... so, dlm kreta ada dia, aku and aiman syahmi... dia kata.. mlm tu ada pemilihan untuk team gender.. team gender wajib ada perempuan.. so, ukm hntar 2 team, satu team 2 org, means sorg laki and sorg prempuan.. so, there's not enough girl debater..

aku ringkaskan, skrg ni ada dua org 1st year yg diberi peluang, if aku x dtg mlm tu, so the other girl automatically join the team.. so, he just want me to grab the chance.. sumpah aku takkan lupa jasa dia... mana nak dpt wei, 1st year, x smpai sbulan masuk boleh try join team ukm..

so, alhamdulillah, mungkin rezeki aku wktu tu, dpt join team ukm.. my teammate is abg Awi aka abg Virg... sumpah mula2 awkward.. but syukur kat Tuhan aku jumpa and kenal insan hebat ni... Tuhan je tau betapa besyukur nya aku... 

mcm2 pengalaman... ni 1st time aku join debat british style.. empat penjuru..

lain sgt2.. mcm2 bnda jd.. alhamdulillah, skali lagi, rzki ktorg dpt masuk semi..

aku yg first year, first time join debat uni, rezeki jmpa team2 hebat..

team UM, UiTM, UIA, UPM... senang crta smua team elite la... rasa kerdil sungguh wktu tu...

tp abg Virg always pesan, everytime before start lawan, dia kata, igt balik tujuan kita dekat sini nak blaja, nak dpt pglmn... menang kalah blakang kira.. just enjoy the match... even kalah pun, aku puas hati... bnyk sgt2 aku blaja, bnyk sgt2 org aku jumpa, aku kenal... sapa sgka 1st month join ukm dpt naik atas pentas salam dgn menteri.. rezeki..

yg penting bagi aku, kau ambik peluang, do your best, challenge yourself and have fun... tu je la kot..

sapa2 nak tau pasal mggu mmm lagi or debat MMM or debat gender boleh contact me directly via FB : Nor Syahirah Azahar or twitter : @irazehar..

XOXO,

Syera

Conclusion 2014 : UKM registration

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps..

* this is practically me right now, except i'm not an apple user, i dont have whiskers and yeah, i'm sneezing all over the place...

Quite a while since the last post..

pretty much busy with finals...

Even though first year law student only got 3 papers, but i can say it's a damn hard 3 papers...hahaha

All and all... here I am...

 using this last few moment of 2014 to write few memorable moments before i forget everything..lol..

 so yeah, i'll try my best to summarize everything in few posts..

Happy reading people ^^

That is almost me during my first day in UKM...

So, as these MMM week was months back then, I'll try my best to explain everything that i remember ok...

By the way, my story is from a law student perspective ok.. my perspective..

Basically, MMM week, or also known as minggu mesra mahasiswa, same like other minggu orientasi.. rasanya tak banyak beza pun dgn orientasi Uni2 lain..

cuma, sape yg bakal berdaftar, ada few things nak dipesan...

First, sape2 yg dok jauh, senang crta luar Selangor, pls book hotel area bangi ni bila korg dapat twrn.. senang crita, klik je kptsn, dia tulis 'Tahniah blablaba...' maka, berlari-lari lah anda tunjuk result dekat mak bapak, then terus call hotel ok... hahaha.. serius ni perlu.. 

Jgn nak kata, ekeleh, rumah aku Perak je, tolak lepas subuh smpai je ni..

 ni hakak nak pesan, toksah nak buat pala sgt.. kau dok dpn ukm ni pun, kalau subuh kau pukul 9, jwb dia kau dok la baris dlm kreta tu 3,4 jam.. 

Kau igt kau sorg je dpt twrn UKM, beribu lagi dik, so mohon, dtg awal sehari..

And, tolong la jugak, sehari sebelum pegi tu, belek dulu map UKM yg dia bg tu.. tgok siap2 mana simpang nak gi kolej kau.. yg ni kesian aku tgok pak guard tu, lepas satu, satu kreta dok berenti, tanya kemain...

''Encik, anak sulung saya ni, kemain hebatnya, taktau la macam mana boleh dapat belajar dekat UKM ni... blaja undang2 plak tu... tak tau la mana dpt kehebatan dia tu.. sapa la gamak nya mak ayah dia...ni nak tanya, Za'ba dekat mana?"

haaaaa~ yg tu, mak bapak sapa buat camtu, mohon gi siku sikit... jgn kata siku anak je, ngan mak pak pun siku skali... lol... dia tak tau bratus lagi budak ambik law... =='

2nd, please la sgla borang mak nenek tu isi awal2.. kaunter dia kecik and sikit.. org bratur kemain pnjg.. so plis, jgn smpai dpn kaunter tu, baru nak keluar pen, cari gunting, mintak pinjam gam dari org blakang laa...

jangan nak buat hal.. bnyak lagi bnda nak dibuat...

3rd, ni tlg igtkan mak ayah, nak parking kreta tu, biar bertamadun sikit... 

Ni kadang2 kemain, kat cermin kreta, tampal sticker "My son is a lawyer-to-be".

Kekdahnya, mak pak parking kreta mcm buta terus undg2...

Mohon la igt sikit anda hidup bermasyarakat..

4th, bawak barang tu berpada.. jgn nak mengada stock pndh rumah...

Aku pun bawak barang blambak.. bantal 3,4 jugak... tp pndai2 la packing bg senang skali dua angkut terus habis...

Ni tak, ada yg tak kenal lgsung rupa beg and kotak kot... lepas satu, satu dia bawak... adik beradik ada 6, semua dia kerah agkut brg dia.. sorg bawak mug, sorg bawak bantal, sorg bawak selimut.. tu belom kira yg bawak sekampung...

please, serius aku fhm, kdg2 ada yg anak sulung, kdg2 ada yg kau anak tgh pun, kau sorg je masuk Uni, sumpah aku faham..

Tapi tolong la, jgn la bawak warga emas, jgn bawak kakak kau yg pregnant, jgn bawak pakcik makcik yg sakit gout ke,lutut lari ke apa..

Sumpah sian wei, wktu hr tu ada yg bawak moyang... dah la tua, kau plak dpt tgkt 4,5.. blok mmg x da lift... kau considerate la sikit.. kau yg muda pun lelah, ni kau harap moyang kau gagah... so, beragak la sikit.. pastu ada yg bawak kakak pregnant la, kau nak anak sdara kau lahir dkt ukm ke apa... yg bawak sakit sgla tu, kesian aku tengok mnapak naik tangga tu, setingkat setengah jam apa cer... yg kakak ada baby tu, dan2 tu la nak menyusu pun... yg ada laki tu, tak payah angkut smpai ke bilik, karang drama korea korg tak da sapa nak usha wei....

and last, please la be ready... jgn la wktu tu la jugak korang nak mental breakdown.. waktu tu la nak jadi diva bagai.. jgn nak mintak tukar bilik la, x nak tingkat 2 la... nak bilik dgn kawan la... kau nak kena siku ke apa...

settle bab daftar, bab orientasi ni aku pendek kan je...

cerita nya, lpas dpt offer ukm, aku buat research sikit.. then dpt tau wktu debat ni ada lawan debat antra kolej.. sapa masuk team debat most of the time x payah join aktiviti orientasi...

Maka, sebagai insan bernama syahirah, facee umum je sapa nak join debat, chapchuss aku agkt tgn.. lolllsss sgt... maka, terselamatlah diri ini dr join aktvt lain..so, sesapa yg ada pglmn debat, or nak try debat, join je ok...

 by the way, sesapa nak dftr law ukm, aku recommend, korg usha la blog naim fital... mmg bnyak bantu... thats all..

Chau..

XOXO,

Syera

Eccendentesiast

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello...

hey...hai...so... yeah...

It's 15th december... 

and here I am... 

stuck with loads of assignments, reports, studies...

Final is coming... and i'm hell not ready yet.. (mind my language)

If you know me, know who I really am... U'll know my condition right now..

Like everyone see... here she is... the strong lady..

and here i am... smiling... like always.. like a dumb...

It's hard.. It's tough...

Degree life.. more than what i've imagine..

and going through all these, without few people i really need, make it unbearable..

I'm hurt.. I'm tired.. I'm sad..

I need time... I need space.. I need smile.. I need hug.. I need u..

If and only if u ever think about this...

I'm not...

I'd thought of stopping.. but because i'd made a promise to make it till the end..

so here i am..

it's really hard..

and if u ever asked whether anything change?

The answer is no.. but there's one thing change... 

Once, i believe dream is a must and dream do come true...

But now i realized, dream is something that make us happy for a while... 

and just like other dream, it remains as dream..

this same date, exactly one year ago, I had the best dream..

but the dream, just like other dream, only appear in my sleep..

you know who u are..

Sorry.. I still watch from a distance..

I still pray for no reason...

I still..

Moga cepat sihat..

Pray for my final.. as a friend.

the eccendentesiast,

Ira.

Pengajaran

Assalamualaikum and hi! ^^

So..... I'm busy... very busy... 

somehow, I stop for a while to write this thing...

Just now, i came across a story in FB (yeah, FB have everything rn.. like EVERYTHING!!).

It's about a student who are in a restaurant, doing his/her assignment... i share the link below... just click it, and yeah, reflect yourself...

The story

and oh, to akak empunya story, sorry tak mintak kebenaran dulu, but seriously niat saya baik... thanks for the sharing tho..

Sad kan... yup, really sad actually.. I cried, badly..

terkedu sekejap.. then, suddenly I remembered something that happened to ME.. 

Few weeks back, I went somewhere, can't remember tho, Midvalley maybe...

So, on my way back to UKM, after reaching KTM Bangi station, I decided to take a cab.

Seorang pakcik, mungkin tua sedikit dari ayah saya, pelawa saya masuk dalam teksinya..

Lumrah seorang perempuan, sedikit rasa was2.. 

Teksi mula bergerak, beliau (ya, saya guna 'beliau' sebab pakcik tersebut layak mendapat penghormatan tersebut), tanya pada saya, "Anak kolej mana?"

"Kolej Zaba, pakcik." dan sebagai seorang Syahirah, yang sangat awkward dgn org x dikenali, aku terus snyap..

"Jauh kolej awak ni nak.. jarang2 pakcik hantar orang kat kolej tu.." kemudian beliau capai sepeket kacang dan mula mengunyah. Dipelawa saya makan, namun saya tolak dengan baik..

Sejujurnya, saya masih was2... dalam dunia moden ni, mcm2 cerita saya pernah dengar, cuma terlalu berhati-hati..

Tersenyum pakcik tu.. " Nak, kacang ni pakcik beli dekat pusaneka td.. pakcik x buat pape."

Saya tersenyum dengan penjelasan pakcik tu... sedikit rasa bersalah.. Ya Allah, mungkin pakcik ni dah terasa hati dengan saya..

Beliau memandu agak perlahan buatkan saya mula rasa geram.. mula tengok jam..

Sekali lagi pakcik tu senyum.. "Nak, sekarang ni orang bawak kereta laju2.. bahaya.. takpa lambat sedikit, asal awak selamat, pakcik selamat, orang dekat luar pun selamat."

Sekali lagi aku tersentak.. direct menusuk hati...

"Awak belajar kursus apa? jadi student mesti penat kan.. banyak kerja kena buat..."

Apa yang jadi selepas ni, mohon kawan2 ambik pengajaran... 

"Saya belajar undang-undang pakcik" 

Tersenyum pakcik tu.. "wahhh, bagusnya... Alhamdulillah, merasa pakcik jadi driver sorang bakal peguam.. macam mana belajar?"

Sejujurnya, aku sedikit bangga waktu itu.. ya, aku belajar undang-undang, terlupa seketika, aku hanya seorang pelajar, dan lebih memalukan, aku hanyalah pelajar tahun 1.. entah kenapa, terdetik rasa bangga diri.. 

" Alhamdullilah pakcik, setakat ni ok lagi.. biasalah mula2 belajar, rasa susah.. tapi insyaAllah, lama2 ok la kot" 

"Belajar rajin2 ya nak.. insyaAllah, pakcik doa kamu jadi lawyer.. nanti dah berjaya, tolong masyarakat ye.." kata pakcik tu..

"ya pakcik.. insyaAllah.. doakan ya.." dan ya, dalam hati, aku masih terasa bangga diri..

ok guys, this is the amazing part....

"Nak, anak pakcik pun peguam jugak.. Alhamdulillah, berjaya dah dia sekarang.. dulu pakcik tengok waktu zaman dia student, dia slalu busy.. sekarang dia dah kerja, lagi busy"... terkedu aku..

"Tapi pakcik bersyukur, anak pakcik dah berjaya.. sebagai anak melayu, dan sebagai seorang perempuan, dia dah jadi seorang peguam, dia dah ada firma sendiri, dia dah beli rumah sendiri dekat setengah juta harga dia... walaupun dia ada suami, dia kumpul duit sendiri, beli rumah.. kata anak pakcik, bekalan untuk anak.. Pakcik bukan nak bangga diri, pakcik cuma nak anak tau, yang kita Melayu dan anak sebagai orang perempuan, boleh berjaya... lagi berjaya dari anak pakcik pun boleh.."

Terkedu.. terkejut.. tergamam...

Ya Allah, berdosa aku bangga diri tadi.. berdosa aku prejudis dekat seorang lelaki.. berdosa aku prejudis dekat seorang pemandu teksi.. Pakcik ini, boleh je duduk di rumah mewah anak beliau, luang masa dengan family, tapi dia pilih untuk bawak teksi..

Sedar2 dah mula naik bukit belakang zaba dah... Pakcik tanya lagi..

"Anak dah ada boyfriend?"

kemain pakcik ni... tanya sampai ada boyfriend bagai...hahaha

"Belum lagi pakcik.. saya ni tak la lawa.. x de sapa nak gamaknya... lagipun skrg ni busy, kalau ada boyfriend, confirm2 boyfriend pun lari" 

Jawapan pakcik tu mmg best betul...

"Takpa nak.. insyaAllah, nanti ada la tu... awak tu jangan jual mahal.. sekarang ni, nak cari yang elok tu susah. tapi pakcik tau dlm UKM ni banyak yang berkualiti tinggi" tergelak aku dengar kata pakcik tu.. sungguh, tak sangka langsung pakcik tu jawab camtu...

"Cuma nak, jangan kahwin dengan laywer jugak.. payah nak.. nanti gaduh tak tau mcm mana nak habis...pakcik tau la, anak pakcik tu kawin dengan lawyer jugak.. pening anak2 bila dorang gaduh..tapi takpa, gaduh2 pun nak makan, nak tido cari juga.. elok ja hidup" yang ni aku gelak lebih..lol.

sampai depan blok...

" Pakcik, terima kasih banyak2.. doakan saya berjaya dunia akhirat.." sungguh, pakcik ni banyak ajar aku.. yang paling penting, jawapan pakcik tu buat aku nangis bila aku smpai bilik..

"Nak, pakcik doakan kamu berjaya.. cuma satu je pakcik pesan... kamu sibuk mana pun sekarang ni dan bila kamu dah sibuk waktu kerja nanti, jangan lupa mak ayah ya.. " Pakcik tu senyum and pergi..

yup.. itu pengajaran paling penting... dalam hidup ni, sehebat mana pun kita, sekaya mana pun kita, jangan lupa 3 insan ni... Mak, Ayah, Cikgu...

saya mohon, ambik iktibar dari pengalaman saya.. sekadar perkongsian.. 

moga2 pakcik tu dirahmati Allah sentiasa.. 

tu je prkongsian untuk kali ini.. wallahualam..

XOXO,

saya.

Life Update

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello guys...

It's November!!!! Ooooeeemmmgggeeeee...

Lol, dah lama tak update sini, last bulan September... serius rindu nk tulis.. 

but too busy...

Few people contact me via email, fb, insta and whatsapp...

majority budak TT, ada yg ex students, ada yg juniors yg I kenal, ada junior yg I x kenal, kiddies from other schools from other states yg i x knal and ada someone's mommy yg i obviously x kenal... 

I'm so sorry sbb tak dpt reply your responds... bukan menyombong ke apa... ada bdak TT junior yg i tak kenal siap tanya lg, 

"akak, sy tau akak x kenal sy, tp jgn la smpai x reply... saya sedih sgt"...

 OH GOD....puhhhlissss dik... toksah nak fefeeling sgt... bukan sesaja... biasanya sis reply je... cuma these few months sesangatlah busy, therefore, skrg br dpt curi ms skit to write something... I'll try to answer most of the Questions in a post...

1st Q

From: I'm not sure who, maybe Asasi students or STPM students or matric's students

Question: " Iv degree law susah x? tanya apa je?"

Answer: i've gone through only 2 interviews which are UKM and and UiTM.. Iv bg setiap Uni lain2.. My opinion, untuk UKM, more about currents issues, legal issues and judging through your confident level and the way you handle and response in group discussion.. For UKM, get used to both BM and English language.. For UiTM, it's even harder... u need to know both current issues and what u have studied in your whole Asasi year ( criminal, tort and contract)... yg current issues, read the most current issues, eg: what happen yesterday or this morning in Malaysia and other countries... yes, that much of current, a.k.a what happened today and yesterday... so, ni ringkasan, nak detail or nak tanya pape, can directly ask me personally...

2nd Q

From: juniors TT (sorry, i don't now u guys.... student baru ke or juniors yg masuk lepas i keluar??)

Question: kenapa akak ambik law? susah tak? bahas best tak? apa benifit bahas ni? budak sekolah biasa boleh survive tak dekat asasi and uni? mcm mana life akak kat skolah dulu? banyak problem dkt skolah and asrama, boleh tak sy nak mintak tlg akak? bila kak syera nak dtg skolah? (lol, soalan berbelas-belas org i combine in one sentence.

Answer: Pasal law and everything related to it, dah di jawab in previous post.. boleh la jenguk2 balik... pasal survive ke tak, depend on individu... but hey, i survived Asasi *smirks* but uni, i'm not sure, baru 1st sem, so tak leh nak bg comments sgt but guess what, every year mesti ada org graduate with llb.. sooooo, ada je yg survive...hehehe... life sis wktu kat skolah? not that fun but colourful...hahaha.. will explain more later (hope i can find some time to write it up)... kes nak mintak tolong, boleh je... feel free to contact me.. InsyaAllah, I'll reply when i have free time. Bila nak dtg skolah? soon..... hahahaha

3d Q

From: juniors TT yg kak syera kenal (lol, tetiba guna kak syera sebab they called me that way)

Question: kak syera, boleh tak kitorg nak pggl kak syera dtg skolah and buat aktvt? 

Answer: boleh je... i've no problem at all... sgt2 berterima kasih and bersyukur if i have a chance to do so... will be more than glad if i can help u guys in some way.. so, here it is, i'm not a great student as in during school life, Asasi life and Uni life... my results are not that good.. and i'm not a 'good' people.. i do commit crimes in all 3 eras (school,Asasi, uni) and involved in soooo many problems.. but, what i can do is just share my experience and a lil bit of advice prior to my mistakes. InsyaAllah, if u want to have aktiviti2 tntg other courses mcm medic, engineering, archi, arts, science stream or such, i can help to find few of my friends yang lebih arif in that matter... pengawas or bahas, i've no problem to ask help from alumni pengawas or alumni bahas... even few of my debat friends here in UKM can help u guys... don't worry about transport, place to stay and food cause i can handle it... as far as i can give something to school, i'll be glad to do so... ^^

4th

From: mak orang and kakak orang... (maaf aunties and sisters... i really have no ideas who are u guys)

Question: Hows your life now?

Answer: Obviously, I'm pretty busy right now... both study and other things... well, belajar law tak kan pernah senang... akan sentiasa busy, itu yang pasti.. banyak benda kena korbankan.. as for me, for my study and my passion towards debat and mooting, banyak yg perlu dikorbankan... masa dengan family, masa dengan kawan, masa dengan diri sendiri.... dapat tido at least 3 jam sehari pun dah kira bersyukur sangat...my final dah dekat, assignments yg belambak,  just done with the Great Gender debate (will update about this soon) and currently struggling with mooting. my life is so hard right now... so, yeah, practically, i don't have a life right now... hahaha

5th

From: Juniors TT

Question: what do u miss the most right now? Hows your love life? best ke uni life? and "akak, u're my idol" (lol, tht last part tho... honestly, not my self proclaim ok)

Answer:

 What i miss the most.. if i have to give one answer, it'll definitely be time with my family.. i miss that the most (including my bed, my tv, my kitchen, my wifi, my aircond, my cat....lol^^) but other than that, i miss my time with my friends, rindu nak lepak dgn my friends especially bebudak 4 org tu (eyna, nora, wani mot), bebudak 4 org tu ( tasnim, timah, cik, mizah), bbudak asasi 4 org tu ( tiqah, anis, anna, izzan), roommates waktu form 5, classmates Asasi, bebudak bahas skolah menengah and so much more... practically i miss my time with other human being besides my moot teammates and debat people... (yes, my life mostly have books and papers rght now.. deal with it)

then, hows my love life? well, i don't have any right now... like seriously, sape nak perempuan yang x pandai, x lawa, sibuk sesangat smpi diri sndr tak terurus? hahaha... sejujurnya, kalau ada sekali pun, i'll be sooo simpati with that guy because i don't have time for him... so, for now, i prefer to be alone. done.

Best ke uni life. My answer, NO. hahaha... life paling best is your toddler life.. Free worries life.. that's the best.

and the last part, the statement tho, i got 3 statements like that from 3 diff person for the past 3 days... so here it is kiddies, i'm not a successful person... believe me, my life was horrible.. i don't have any achievements to be proud of yet... 'idol' is such a big word... dpt that term from other people, i'm ashamed..i don't deserve that... what u've read and see from my blog or fb or insta or twitter, is the fun part a.k.a the positive thng that happened in my life... U'll never knew the ugly part.. seriously, u don't want to .. therefore, my nasihat, if u want to take someone as your idol, believe me, the best people are your parents.. look, they have married for years and they survive, they're working parents but still, they've successfully manage their marriage... they've successfully handled problematic kids like u guys... they've successfully brought up the coolest kid on earth like u guys... (eh?? hehehe) so, i do believe, the most deserve people to be your idol is your own parents...

That's all i can fgive for this moment... ni pun nak rushing buat assignments pulak... I'm so sorry if i tak reply to your email or whatsapp or fb instantly, but i will when i have free time... 

believe me people, whatever happen now is only the training for u to face greater challenge in your future... kalau korang rasa kerja skolah korang banyak sekarang, percayalah, assignments dekat uni jauh lagi banyak... if korang rasa kelas dekat skolah tu lama sgt, tak habis2 even dah ptg, percayalah dkt uni kelas pun habis petang, then mlm kena settle banyak lagi hal... u don't have that much time to eat and sleep during uni life... kalau rasa sekarang asyik kena marah je ngan cikgu, percayalah, dekat uni ni korang kena marah dr ramai org... if korang rasa susah nya lahai dekat skolah nak cari guy/girl yang berkualiti tinggi or sesuai sgt nak buat calon suami/isteri, percayalah dekat uni ni x de masa pun nak cari... and i do believe, when u start working in the future, it'll be even more harder...

 so, chin up people, be strong and face your life.. give your best till the end... work hard, study hard... if u study hard and don't get great result during your test, that mean, u don't put enough effort and you're not doing your best and yes, u just think so... but if, u dah usaha semampu yang boleh, u dah give your best, but still don't score during your final, tu Tuhan nak uji... 

be positive people ^^

till then,

XOXO,

SyeraZehar