Is it hurt?

Hye guys...

well, i'm too mad even to start with a Salam there..

if u ask me now whether i'm angry... 

The answer will be yes..

If u ask me whether i'm hurt..

hell yes i'm hurt..

me no beauty, no pretty, no clevery, no richy, no nothing..

and yeah, i know i'm not..

but please, respect me with one thing..

i do have feelings..

u also have it... 

if i can respect yours, why can't you respect mine..

i'd tried my best not to hurt u, but why can't u do the same..

we're grown up sis..

c'mon la...

put on your sense..

this is my first...

and this is your what? third....or fourth...or fifth...?

i don't know.. never want to know, never care, never count...

so please, respect k...

play nice with me, i'll play nice with u..

don't make me show u the real meaning of 'harsh' k...

be nice...

and yeah, one thing, if u put something publicly and said it as public,

 actually, it's called as publicity..

and in my point of view, yours is the cheap one..

sorry....

if u want to claim it as public, 

make it general one..

then, it's public..

so, whateva it's we're still sisters...

believe me, we are...

Sisters in Islam..

yup, i tried my best to be nice... even if i have to pretend... but at least i'd tried

and, for whom it may concern...

Thank you for being matured enough to understand all these...

bare all the childish..

dare to lead..

dare to advice..

to stand still...

do stand by me with trust..

owh yeah, one more... maybe this will suit u the most..

hahaha... a little bit to cheesy right...

so guys, that's all from me, and my heart..

i think i need sugar now...

for the sake of my sense..

owh, baru teringat, skarang bulan puasa....  =='

lol~ no candy la syera...

live your life guys...be strong, be happy, be powerful, be childish,

 be lovely, be cute, be funny, be tough, be great, be the best,

 be whatever u want to be...

believe me, it's worth it to live just once...

XOXO,

uknoWho

Glad to have...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and yup, happy fasting guys!!

Don't know why i got so emo and over sensitive and anything that can goes with this situation...taking some of my time during the counting sheep period, i flied back to the memory lane.... singkap segala tirai sejarah...

 perghhhh~ tangkap mnitik waa cakap sama lu....hahahaha

ok.... usya pelik sama ini blogger.....

actually, just refreshing the memory...how we know each other... how we've been through many things and situations and blablabla...so, it's fun, it's thrilling, it's memorable, it's things that we should been gone through...

so....anda....awak...kamu...sayang...

dear...darling...sweety honey bee...HUBBY...

*the bold one is not in the list..it's a big, huge, vast, large no-no thingy...blurghhhh..traumatic..sorry

 buah hati pengarang jantung...sweet heart..dearest...the one....the everything....the important.. le' te amo...
==' semua nya nak tulis kannnn....

so, to u and u guys.... thanx a lot...

so happy to have someone to talk to bout the problems...

even happier to have someone to give u questions and advices when u need it even though u don't know how to ask for it..

so happy to have someone that can make u laugh when u're sad...

and even happier to have someone that can just cry along without reasons...

so happy to know there's someone that will always by your side..

and even happier when someone tell u that the 'someone' will always be by your side...

so happy to have someone to talk to...

and even happier to just stare each other without words...

so happy to have someone to pray for...

and even happier to have someone to pray for us...

so happy to have someone to be with u..

and even happier to have someone to lead u...

so happy to have someone to love with...

and even happier when the 'someone' love u too...

# ira, are u happy with this situation and condition....?

This is the happiest part of my life...tq...

WE..

US....

me....

They....the WE and the US that complete the me......

GOD bless them...Amin~

live your life guys... spread the love... be the cupid... accept the cupidity... appreciate it, appreciate them...

XOXO,

uknoWho

Ramadhan and me...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam Ramadhan...

*yeay!!!! bulan puasa dah sampai wei...

bulan dah nampak dah wei.... moh puasa sama2 k...

This year, everything is new to me...

~ puasa kat tempat baru

~ puasa dengan kawan2 baru

~ puasa dengan suasana baru

~ puasa tanpa mama ayah along sya

~ puasa tanpa batch 13...

~ puasa dengan yang diberi perhatian..

It's so much different here...puasa dekat tempat baru, mesti lah banyak benda baru dapat di'discover' kat sini kan...well, sedih sebenarnya sebab bulan puasa tahun ni lain dari tahun2 sebelum ni...

Sebelum2 ni, berpeluang la jugak bukak puasa kat rumah, tahun ni tak dapat..Kat taman tasik, bukak puasa ramai2 dalam DM, terawih pun satu asrama kat surau, dekat sini ta dapat ar camtu... nak bukak puasa, terpulang la kat korang nak bukak puasa camne pun... terawih pulak, terpulang kat iman korang... agak2 nak buat amal, rajin2 ar jejak surau...

Hari ni pulak, hari first nak berterawih...semangat tok sah kira la... excited habis habaq hang... sampai2 je, jemaah melimpah ruah... end up jemaah dalam dorm... new experience... sapa kata kalau surau penuh tak ley buat solat jemaah..lepas je kot kami buat... siap ada bilal imam bagai..see...dekat uni la korang kena pandai pilih kawan.. so, luckily, i'm surrounded by great new friends...tq guys....

owhhhhh~ rindu nak bukak puasa minum soya cincau ni..dulu kat rumah ada ni...kat uitm, dah terliur sangat, cari kat restoran upin ipin je lah... aduhai...sedih bebeno....

Owh~ memandangkan this year, semua orang dah keluar rumah...means, along kat ipg, saya kat uitm and sya pulak kat sbp, so, unfortunately, yg tggal kat rumah hanyalah ayah,mama and charlie....yea...our ADIK BONGSU yang ber'ekor' tu a.k.a Charlie tersayang... 

so, tadi , contact mama and ayah..wishing them happy fasting and so on, and wondering how they'll face fasting month without us...and ayah cerita, how both of them went to the surau for the solat terawih dengan naik moto... before this ta penah camtu... and how they'll break fasting together...

years ago, ayah penah cakap, camne la agak nya if one day, semua anak2 ayah takde kat rumah, study jauh2.. tapi takpe la, takyah fikir lagi sebab lambat lagi...

without realizing, the day is coming... 

lipat2 this thing when i'm on the skypy thingy..

and without realizing i'm filling the blank in there...

wonder how it'll be when i'm at their age... will there be someone who'll drive me to the surau to solat together?... will there be  someone who'll drive me to the bazaar ramadhan to get the food?... will there be someone who'll accompanied me like how my ayah is there for my mama, and my mama is there for my ayah...

getting to know someone, getting to let them into your life, getting to let them lead your life, getting to build the trust, getting to accept and tolerate, getting to share, getting to laugh and cry, getting to know better.. it's the hardest part...

but overall, to survive days by days, and now, Ramadhan is coming... the month of barakah..the month of happiness... the month to know the real who and the real me...InsyaAllah...i'll always there, at the lady's part, playing the assistant role, and may God bless me with the right 'someone' to take the man's part, the responsibilities as my Imam... boleh kan mintak macam tu??

ok..done with the serious part from my heart...duhhhh~ tiba2 jadi so emo and sensitif and over touching and what so not...

so, to my new life...

owh...i got my new Al-Quran.. with tafsir...Alhamdulillah..

and..thank God the font is big enough, so, i don't need to get spectacles or even worst the magnifying glass... and, the Quran is warna warni... menarik kan.. kalau buat hantaran pun best kot...mehehe~ terserlah minda kegatalan disitu...

this is my first time buying my own Al-Quran.. Alhamdulillah i got the chance.. rasa nya nak buat macam yang mama buat kot.. waktu masuk skolah menengah dulu, mama bagi Al-Quran yang mama guna waktu zaman mama highschool dulu.. so, agak2 boleh tak kalau this Quran with tafsir jadi my harta pusaka untuk anak cucu... ==' errrr~ no comment..

* buat anak mama, if one day u read this, please don't think "what's wrong with my mama"... i'm fine.. erm, i hope u got the tafsir Quran... protect it with your life.. make it as your guidance.. be a good girl/boy.. be a soleh/solehah child... dengar cakap mama and papa k... jadi hamba Allah yang berguna...kalau free, bacalah blog mama ni hah...

OK~ AWKWARD... bhahahaha....well, this is the new form of wasiat..penah terbaca kak Shea Rasol did something like this in her blog... so, why not i did the same...but, the thing is, i'm so touched on how this Al-Quran simply change my habit, my perception and my way of life...

i believe that 'lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik and lelaki yang jahat for perempuan yang jahat'.. remember, Allah plans the best... He knew the best for us...

and thank you Allah for blessing me with great classmates and roommates..

the end... huhuhu.. selamat berpuasa..selamat berRamadhan,..jaga diri, jaga hati, jaga iman.. puasa biar penuh, nanti raya sama2 k... jangan dok sibuk fikir baju raya apa, fikir lah, sempat khatam Quran ke tak Ramadhan ni.... haaa~ kejarlah ibadah k... peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak... live you life guys...

one more thing, bukan nak pamer muka or posed yang mcm ape tah tu ke or bilik yang sepah ket belakang tu ke apa... just nak buat announcement....

*drum roll~

i'm officially the sis of iron man...huhuhu..kau hader... jelas kebesian disitu... CB  = )

XOXO,

uknoWho

Batch 13: The LEGEND ( final part )

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan good evening....

*guys, this is a veeeerrrryyyy long entry with lot and lot of pics..sorry..

so guys, how are you... heee~ trying to be as friendly as i could...even though i'm not that kind... but i try to be one...

Here it is..the finale, the last one, the part three.. enjoy = )

owh yeah, this is the elite.. elite among the elites...huhuhu...

erm, tanak tanya ke kenapa saya letak tajuk entry 

batch saya as The LEGEND.. 

~bapak riak habis ar..

~ingat batch korang hebat sangat ke... 

~apa je yang ada pun... 

well, yeah... my batch is the best.. in every aspect... the bad side or the good side.. we're good in both...hahaha~ believe me.. batch ni dah membesar 5 tahun, masing2 dah tau apa yang terjadi kat dalam batch..so yeah, we deserve to be The LEGEND k...

for example, gambar kat atas tu, even though tader pencapaian kebangsaan ke apa, but they manage to conduct the whole school, they manage to organize the best KRS camp ever..even though hanya kat dalam skola..but yeah, sangat best...

*erm, that's my 2nd camp in 5 years..huhuhu =='

this is our batch...kemenangan bukan segala-galanya..tapi pencapaian my batch mates to be the people behind those beautiful and successful events and moments in our school make me confident enough to write this post... my appreciation to my batch mates...

korang, ingat lagi tak moment2 ni...

Gamma~

Beta~

ok..Beta lagi...  =='

dan.....Beta lagi.... ok, yang dalam adudu tu....errrr~ huhuhu..nama melekat ye kak..

ok, ada lagi sorang Alpha disitu...heeee~ kami memang macam tu...macam digi, ada dimana-mana...

huuuuuuuu~ Alpha....* clap clap clap...

ok, bias sangat...sorry, saya budak Alpha, haruslah semangat sikit..

Omega~ plus the two Alphas there... huhuhu, knapa korang sesat kat situ wei.. 

huhuhu~ sorry... Alpha lagi...

the girls....and a boy ==' sesat ke wei?? and mizah knapa anda begitu....cun habis ar tu..

hahaha~ gurau je k...

somehow, saya rasa gambar ni macam awkward gila... macam ada je yang tak kena... apa ek....

woila.... this is what i'm talking about.. we a.k.a batch 13 are producing junior with good qualities...ok, buat para waran, haruslah anda bangga disini..and korang2 batch 13 yang lain..korang memang power la..

Next, ingat lagi time ni x??

the 'ehem ehem'...no comment... tapi ni la budak2 batch kita yang kita kenal kan... kenangan kot... nanti ada anak cucu boleh cerita... takpun, korang suruh je anak cucu korang baca blog aku..

heee~ *usaha untuk promote disitu...

the ladies... kawan2 saya lawa, cun melecun, pretty, kiut miut...haaaa~ semua yang elok2 la...

owh owh owh..... my class.... yang ta brapa lengkap...takpe, still ada kenangan disitu...

errrrrr....first, sorry korang, sebenarnya memang tanak masukkan gambar ni, tapi ada la tangan sorang umat manusia ni tertekan...heee~ chill... kenangan kot... 

apa jadi masa depan kita taktau kan...huhuhu...

waktu ni banyak gila orang photoshoot diorang.. tapi taktau la knapa, tader satu pun gambar yang elok... mesti ada something wrong somewhere kan...

 nampak tak permainan diorang di situ...huhuhu~

and this is my fav pic... awwwwww~ mcm kiut je kan... don't worry, diorang tader pape...

 if i'm not mistaken la...huhuhu~ don't worry, diorang ni tader paper... nampak gambar macam ye2 je kan.. diorang feeling photoshoot untuk cover malajah keluarga edition raya... so, silalah faham...

And, one more, korang ingat ni tak....yang ni saya takkan lupa... there's something happen.. and the start of new thing..and the everything...hahaha..apakah syahirah sedang merapukan sekarang..abaikan~

majlis suapan pulut kuning yang sangat harmoni di bawah lembayung 1 Malaysia... 

 ==' motif sangat...

tak faham knapa smua budak laki tengok situ.. tapi kan, sapa yang mrase disuap cikgu wan, mesti tau taktik dia kan.. mula2 macam caring, tumpah kasih habis ar suap orang, dah sudu tu masuk mulut orang, cikgu lepas je sudu tu... ok..boleh bayang tak?? dua tangan korang pegang polistrin tu, mulut penuh dengan pulut + sudu di mulut... boleh bayang tak?? cikgu yang genius... huhuhu~

owh....cikgu kesayangan semua orang... cikgu Zarina yang nampak garang, tapi cepat menitik... sungguh keibuan...owh, kelas razi suka tanya cikgu masak apa waktu buka puasa...huhuhu...rindunyer~

erm... smua muka baik je dok sebelah cikgu...lagi2 yang pakai nametag pengawas tu.. muka innocent habis ar tu =='

and mcm biasa la, harus lah ada yang nangis2...cuba teka sapa yang teriak dulu...siap peluk2 cikgu baju hitam tu....yer....itu dia cik Efnar Zainora dan ibu kesayangannya, Cikgu Rodzlina...huhuhu..nora nora... *geleng geleng kpala skit

jap, nak focus kat sape sebenarnya ni....erm...........tapi, yang penting, gambar Bonda dan anaknya ada di situ....huhuhu~ sorry.....

ni dia gambar budak2 berjaya..tahniah korang...padan ar waktu majlis ni muka korang bercahaya, tanda2 awal la tu...hehehe..

owh..tu dia... mama Wanis yang dirindui....

ok, da start balik gambar nangis2... waktu tu, semua pakat insaf habis ar...lepas tu...hmpppphhhhh~ no comment..

cikgu yang banyak sangat sumbangan kat batch 13... tq teacher.. we love u teacher...May God bless u always

pakat nangis habis....

ni, dia dapat restu dari diri sendiri...huhuhu~

owh, budak dua orang ni... tahniah for korang punya result...

owh, lupa nak crita, the day we have the pulut kuning session, it's the last day we're wearing that kotak2 punya kaen.. so, perangai semua orang jadi semacam je...contohnya, yang kat atas tu...

tudia, perangai mizah sebenar... kiri kanan depan belakang...huhuhu~

photoG yang snap gmbr sendiri... apa motif hang wei??

owhhhhhh~ ok, excited... ada cahya nur disitu....huhuhu~ so shy so sudden...*blushing sudah

erm, no comment... zihah, knape ni!!!!

ada history and memory di sebalik the making of 'the book'....

and yup...the last one, the best momento ever...pengalaman..kenangan...

melaram habis....

ehhhh~ gambar jeni la... limited sangat..

erm, muka dah macam apa je... shawl tu tayah cakap... baju tu jangan comment, banyak sangat cerita disebalik nak buat majlis ni.. tq to those who help to organize this wonderful and meaningful event...

eh..orang terengganu ni dah lama ta dengar cer...

errrr~ susah nak comment disini... tapi thanks for the band and the good music...

semua lawa2 malam tu...macam2  fesyen ada...

tu lah suasana malam tu..havoc habis...

owh, ada Dharmika la plak... and the abishek bachan...

preeeetttaaaayyyyy~

owh yeah, one more thing, batch 13 ROCKS!!!!

dah macam citer avatar + terminator + war of the world + power rangers sikit + rambo....

kecuali avatar TT pandai buat 'peace'.....

so, that's my batch, my friends, my amethyst, my sweetheart, my darling, my buah hati pengarang jantung, my besties, my angel, my everything...thank u guys...thank u for the experience, the memories.... 

jangan lupa, walaupun ada padang merbok kita, walaupun ada burung hantu kita, walau ada jalan itik... walau ada kes menitik di dm, walau ada pelbagai kes, we'll always stick as a batch.. good luck with your life... insyaAllah, one day kita buat reunion lagi k.. insyaAllah...

 sapa yang dah berjaya tu, jangan lupa cikgu2 kita... sapa yang dah nak kawen tu, jangan buat2 lupa kawan, sapa yang nak fly tu, jangan lupa bawak balik ole2, sapa yang berkelapangan tu, doakan untuk kita...

 Batch 13 : The LEGEND....

p/s: much much credit to my friend, DIANA BAHRIN....*dare, warna purple kot aku letak...who supplied me with these wonderful pics..tq so much..nanti I blanja snoghurt na...

Yeah, obviously, this pic has nothing to do with batch 13...eh....ada kena mengena..sket...skit je.. tentang hati yang lebih~ 

so, this is for the next post...don't get bored k...

keep calm and live your life guys...

with heart and soul...*eceh~

XOXO,

uknoWho