Asasi Undang-undang KPTM

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye...

i'm done with Asasi year... so, 5 months break before degree started..

ramai juniors yang bertanya pasal Asasi Undang-undang..

maaf lambat beri penjelasan...

so, i'm going to answer few of the Qs given..

Maaf, i'm not going to explain the differences between UiTM and KPTM or what are the subjects or how long it takes to finish Asasi year or such as u can google it and there are so many posts by other bloggers on this topic...

i'll go directly ok..

 but this is my answers, based on my experiences, based on my opinion..

lain orang lain pendapat...

so first, ramai yang tanya, susah ke tak..

well, any courses memang susah.. tak kira la masuk matrik ka, form 6 ka, diploma ka, foundation ka, asasi ke, smuanya susah...

As long as u put efforts, everything will be less harder..

i don't say it will be easy, but it'll be less harder... hehehe~

sejujurnya, it's superly hard..

when u're in there, don't say u're straight As, or you got A+ for history or BM or English, everyone there got the same result..

U're straight As or not, u got 4 or 5 As, don't worry, once u're there, your SPM result is nothing...

penat2 kau belajar, masuk sana, they treat u equally...

tak kira la kau best student kebangsaan ka, kau budak jenayah sekolah ka, u'll be treated the same.. 

so, chillex sudah..

owh, ada yang tanya kelayakan..

i'm not sure bout the requirement sebab ada yang straight As, ada yg 4,5 A pun ada...

senang kata, bergantung pada rezeki..

and, betulkan mindset, if u're so damn good waktu sekolah pun, tak jamin kau boleh dapat dean list every sem macam makan koci..

no way..

kecuali kalau kau study spuluh kali ganda daripada persiapan kau nak spm dulu..

Owh, i'm an Asasi student at shah alam, so, i'm not sure the condition in merbok and kuantan..

but i believe, its not that much different..

after all, yang penting kau minat..

kau masuk Asasi law, tak bermaksud u'll be a lawyer..

so not true..

u can go into so many courses afterward... 

management, biz, political science, etc etc...

yang penting, jangan hanyut.. tu je..

sumpah memang best kalau dapat masuk shah alam..

kebebasan terlampau..

memang seronok.. depan UiTM tu sek. 7...

boleh aku kata, syurga makanan...

kau nak breakfast McD, brunch KFC, lunch subway, tea kat secret recipe, dinner pizza, late dinner kat tutti frutti pun boleh...

nak habiskan duit pun senang...

sunway pyramid, sunway lagoon, klcc, sacc, midvalley, timesquare, pavi...

anywhere u want to go, easily access..

tapi, hidup mesti ada batas...

normal la aku tengok student asasi gi midnight movie and overnight kat mcD...

but, if u can handle your lifestyle like that, without rosakkan your future, silakan..

but, if and only if, u know yourself, and u know u can't handle it, please don't do it...bahaya...seronok sekarang tak jamin seronok kemudian..

aku nasihat sekarang bukan sebab aku baik sangat, tapi sebab aku nampak dah kesan dia.. ramai yang hanyut... aku pun hampir2..

2nd sem, mcd tu dah jadi macam rumah aku je.. overnight takyah cakap la..

but bring along your books.. study there is better..

yang perempuan, confrim2 korang kat kolej mawar... 

bagi aku, mawar tu pun dah terlebih meriah..

 kau nak makan apa, kau nak beli apa, Dataran Cendekia kat atas tu pun dah lebih dari cukup...

yang laki, pandai2 la korang hidup.. hahaha..

so, takat ni je la dulu kot.. bayangan asasi lagi, nanti ar sambung...

serabut nak ingat balik...

sape2 yang nak tanya, boleh contact anytime, insyaAllah mana boleh tolong, aku tolong...

until then,

live your life...

XOXO,

syera

Closing...

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye...

It'd been so long since the last time i wrote a post.. in the middle of final..

quite busy.. ni pun curi2 masa to write something in the middle of the night..

so yeah, how's my life...

tahla.. i'm not sure how to describe.. 

i'm not happy, i'm not sad, i'm hurt, i'm frustrated..

can i say it as soul-less...

things and things happened.. bad things...

it's getting harder and harder each time...

i believe in one, i'm frustrated...

 then i believe in another one, and i'm frustrated again.. 

and i believe in another one, hoping that it'll be different, but somehow, i realize, people are just the same..

in the end, i don't care about anything anymore..

i don't believe in anything...

when u need, u try to be as close as u can.. 

when u don't need, just pretend u never know them..

hehehe.. 

i keep thinking, 'Why is this world works this way. 

People keep hurting one another.

but, i have to admit, that's how life works..

whether it's about love, about friendship, about life, about people around u...

when u're making the decision to let them step into your life, remember, u're also permitting them to hurt you...

that's how life works..

so, i'm not against the world..

i'm just too tired..

too tired to be strong... too tired to be soul-less..

and now, let me close it, for a while..

once, i almost close it, but someone ask me to open up, so that, i don't have to live alone..

but somehow, the same person make me want to close it again..

close it tightly...

i'm not the only one.. people around are hurting as much as i am..

because of the same kind of people..

individu berbeza...

latar belakang berbeza...

hubungan berbeza..

yang sama hanya dua..

jantina..

dan luka..

maka, pintu itu aku tutup..

sementara..

sampai ketika..

orang berbeza...

aku buka...

everynight, before i went to sleep, i keep thinking, there're so many things i want to do back then, but i never get the chance..

after a while, i said to my heart...

' Ira, plans u made back then, God don't let it happen, not because He don't want to let u experience it, but He's making u to experience it with the right person, in the right moment..so, hold on a little bit more. Create your best happy ending with the best person to be with'

hopefully, i'll get the chance to do so.. 

if i meant to with the same person, i'll be blessed... 

deep inside, i'm still waiting... with hope..

i believe, every person deserve second chance..

but, if it's not you, if it's other person, thank you for entering my life..

i can't ask for anything better..

you'll be my happy-ever-after...

live your life..

XOXO,

SyeraZehar

Kelu...

Assalamualaikum wbt and hai...

OMG, dah berbulan tak menulis... tiba2 nak tulis balik... i'm so sorry..

too busy nowadays as final is so soon..

sooner than i thought it'll be..

so yeah, i'm sorry...

beside nak elak diri dari baca posts lama...

hahahah... syera still syera...

takkan berubah...

my life ok je... kadang2 je rasa lifeless skit..

tapi, i'm still ok..

cuma, macam tadi, tiba2 diungkit, ditanya, aku kelu..

moga jawapan itu jawapan terbaik..

untuk kebaikan bersama...

masih ada timbang rasa..

masih cuba menjadi terbuka..

mohon bahagia di sana..

aku terluka. sikit. manusia biasa.

sakit itu normal.

terima kasih. bagi aku rasa.

hahaha... mohon jangan pelik..

curahan rasa semata.

XOXO,

uknoWho

Partial-Stranger

Assalamualaikum. Hello. Again...

This is my second post today... 

Dah lama tak buat post, tiba2 buat, dua terus...

hehehehe.... ni la namanya tamak haloba..

so, where's the point... yeah, it'd been few months since my recession phase..

but surely, moving on is the hardest thing ever... 

(owh, study law is the hardest..hehehe..)

but i thought, i should at least, pretend to be move on...

and i survived...

then, few days before, i talk to a friend.. not that close to that person..

just a general friend.. but somehow, we started to share stories... 

even stories that we wished no one will ever know.

pelik how a stranger can be more comfortable than any one closer...

so, after had some talk, it's a big relief..

like all the burden from the sadness gone..

so, thank you.. hehehe

so now, i do believe that the best revenge is to move on..

 being week will never help things to back like old days...

Proving my abilities to be above that person, will give me a victory...

For sure..

I'd try my best... but yeah, not every people think the same kan..

so, pray the best for me..

Hope everything planned will work..

and you, just dont ruin your future.

that's all la kot..

Good luck.. 

kalau ikotkan, saya di pihak teraniya, nak doa bukan2 pun boleh kot...

hahaha... kidding... 

i'm not that evil..

you're...

hahaha... ok, joking lagi...

erm, stop the nonsense.. 

right....so, no regret...

p/s : it has been a very long time since the last time i got a crush on someone... but now i did.. and i dont know why... and it's fun... feeling like a lil girl back... hahaha... shhhh~ it's a secret...

XOXO,

UknoWho

#prayforMH370

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye..

Right now, 0023, more than ten hours since the MAS flight missing, and i'm sitting infront of the tv, listening to the news, hopefully there're any good news..

I don't really know anyone in the plane, but i do know they're human.

 i'm not concerning which nationalities they are, as long as there're human in there, it will be in my concern too.. it's heartbreaking actually.. 

I can't even imagine how their families are doing right now..

But i do wish they stay strong..

Everyone know the possibilities.. The clock keeps tik tok tik tok..

I also keep hoping there will be at least a new about it..

At least the position of the plane can be traced. 

If there is any survivor, it'll be a great bless.

I really really wish the plane will be found soon.. InsyaAllah..

Something impressed me the most is how people in Malaysia or not, keep praying and giving supports...

i thought we are loosing humanity and the spirit of being a society, but i'm wronged..

There're people that still care about things like these..

so, May Allah ease everything.. hopefully, everything gonna be ok..

i don't want to comment anything about the speculation or what people things and make jokes out of these incident or who to be blamed because i do believes that those things are craps.. so, yeah, pray for MH370 everyone..

XOXO,

UknoWho

Memory Lane

Assalamualaikum and hye ...

18/02/2013

Today is my first time writing this sort of thing in a place called diary.. i never did this kindof thing before.. 

so, it's kindof awkward a bit..

However, i decided to write these memories as i know that somehow, one day, i might forgot all these because of my age or who knows if i suddenly lost my memories..

Few minutes before, that person called me.. i don't know how to describe it, but i'm happy.. very happy..

That person is on his way back home..he's checking my condition as i'm alone at home. We talk, we laugh, we giggle.. it's fun.. Too much fun..i don't know how to describe it.

I asked that person if he's ok with this kind of conversation being publicly heard as he's not alone there..(obviously as he's still underage by that time.. someone has to drive the car)so, that person with this 'abang' and that person lil bro..

so, it is public.. but the person's answers sooth my feeling..

That person said, there's nothing to hide as everyone knew about us already.

We talked for a while before that person took a short nap. When that person reached home, that person called me back and we talked some more.Im shocked a bit as we're having our conversation with the person's mother there.. i can here the woman's voice..

Honestly, i'm scared... hahaha.. don't know why.. scared without a reason.

That person gave me advises, try to correct my mistakes and patient with my nagging..

we talk few hours and stop by 4 am.. ( 0143-0356)

* in here (while pointing to the heart) got 5 person..

 my A, my M, my A, my B and U...- McD Kampar

#untukmencintaimu-seventeen

today was a happiness...

18/02/2014

Today, i'm reading my diary back. A diary that got 365 pages telling the stories of me in gaining my maturity in becoming a lady. A strong lady..

There's a page where the words are in gold and silver but still, there're words that're in pink..

I read it again and again and again.. Amazed by how a year had gone..

yup, my tears are there.. I'm not regretting, I'm not angry..

Those tears are reminding me how beautiful it is back then..

I might loss a precious thing, but i did gain so much more..

That one year, taught me so many things..

It's a total lie if i said i don't miss that person..

i did...

but, somehow, that's how life works..

so, dear that person, 

i'm not sure whether u're going to read this like how u used to read it before..

u used to read my blog and even remember some of it..

but it's in the past..

but if, in case, u come across this post,

i hope u're doing fine..

i know u're happy right now..

i know u're just gaining your health back right now..

i know u're struggling with your study right now..

i know u're living your life right now..

and i'm glad u're like that..

i got few words for u..

and take it as an advice from a friend..

people are talking about u..

people will never stop..

so don't feel down..

carry on with your life..

carry on in the right path...

i know u're still a teenager, but being a teenager is not a free pass for u to do everything...

i know, i believe, someday, u'll be a great guy, a great person, a great son..

sorry i keep recap all these memories..

maybe u don't need it anymore.. but i did...

so, live your life there..

insyaAllah, we'll meet in future..

your friend,

Ira.

McD: My 2nd Room

Assalamualaikum and hye guys..

my dream... insyaAllah...

Tengah sibuk2 buat kerja, teringat pulak nak buka blog..

bukak2 je, tengok post boleh kira sebelah tangan.. dah dua bulan kot =='

sumpah kecewa.. hahaha.

jadi, haruslah aku kurangkan rasa bersalah ini..

tulis la barang seperenggan dua...

by the way, i'm in McD.. again...

dah rasa macam family sendiri plak pakcik atas ni... hehehe~

McD dah mcm my 2nd room this early year.. 

semuanya gara2 dah dekat nak final and all these assignment..

 and to make it worst, i really really need good internet connection..

internet connection uitm sucks..

so, here i am.. in McD..

kawan2 siap cop my face as muka McD..

cashier McCafe siap tanya lagi, akak, taknak beli cappucino ke hari ni..

tak kira lagi cashier McD.. soalan dia menusuk kalbu ooo...

'Akak, nak order macam biasa ke..'

hahaha... dah boleh jadi duta McD la kot...

kalau himpun2 belanja wa kat sini, dah boleh bukak kafe sendiri la kot...

and talking bout owning a cafe, i do want to have my own cafe..

In future.. InsyaAllah..

a cafe that will help other students and other people like me..

people who are searching for a place to relax and just move on their life with coffee smell.. hahaha...

waaaa~ selesanya... macam ni la yg diidamkan sangat...

and one more, i love all the memories here..

i just can't forget it...

and yet, still, memories...

takpa, asal wa dapat terus hidup, itu sudah cukup..

my life now, waiting and saving for the best.. insyaAllah..

i'm not a perfect person, but i'm trying my best to be one..

and again, to people who keep asking...

i'm ok... i'm living my life..

things just happened..

and i take all these as memories..

those memories brought me to where i am right now..

being a stronger person..

things happened not because any of us.. it's because of us..

want to set the best future first a.k.a study..

cliche enough right..

hahaha... it's ok.. just correct your perception guys..

don't blame any of us k..

just support..

that's what we need... or at least i need it...

so, yeah, pray the best for me..

and regarding to this matter, so, i hope people understand.. 

when i say no, then no will be the final answer.. 

 i know what the heck i'm doing..

 i know who i can't live with, and who i can't live without..

so, yup, respect my decision..

and don't wait.. i move on and i expect the same with u people..

i believe in 'jodoh di tangan Tuhan' now.. 

who knows, my 'right-one' will somehow be a person that sit infront me at McD someday... hahaha~ berangan sangat

P/s: maaf, jangkaan seperenggan dua tu tak tercapai... hehehe~

XOXO,

uknoWho

It's about T.I.M.E

Assalamualaikum wbt and good day guys...

so, i'm busy with my assignments and few stuffs..

spend my free time at McD.. and for granted la kan for sure..

they supply the best internet connection kot..

so, yeah, trying to write some...

what's wrong with time..

well, i saw something previously..

maybe it doesn't mean anything to u.. but it means a lot to me.. 

like too deep..

without realizing, years gone...

 felt like just yesterday i'd golek2 on the field with my friends.. 

but now, try to do so, confirm kena halau dengan polis bantuan UiTM.. hahaha~

2013 so short.. i nearly done nothing.. sedar tak sedar i'm turning 19.. 

19 kot... getting older... *sigh*

kawan2 semua makin besar.. dah ada dengar ura2 ada yang nak kawen..

like seriously, are they getting married too early or i'm the one who's getting older.. *double sigh*

my friends dah pecah2.. utara selatan barat timur semua ada... 

last year tak rasa sangat sebab majoriti still in matrik..

but after april, semua orang pakat selesai matrik and asasi..

and degree will start in september..

confirm2 lagi berpecah..

semua pakat blajar laen2.. 

dulu semua belajar sama je.. BM, BI, Math, Science..

ulang la subjek2 ni dari kecik cinonet form 1 sampai la tak berapa kecik form 5

sekarang, bila tanya...

ada yang asasi sains (bakal2 doktor lettew)

ada yang memang tengah study medic.. (my ex-classmate..wooooo~)

ada yang tengah bertapa kat UTP... 

(budak2 engine.. yg krja gali minyak pun ada...hehehe~)

ada yang tengah foundation bagai...

 ( yang ni tak layan local.. pakat nak terbang ramai2.. budak2 pandai ni..)

yang reramai dekat matrik... 

(yang ni tatau mana diorang nak pi.. tapi bdak2 pndai ni)

macam2 ar kawan wa blaja..

ada yang dulu ala2 knak2 riang je dlm dorm, skrg dah nak jadi nurse..

ada yg dulu asyik injured je, semedang berbalut, skrg dia blaja cara ajar orang bejalan.. (eh, betol ke.. ke aku yang memandai??) hehehe

ada yang dulu merempit ngan skuter, pembekal maggi utama, sekarang dah boleh jadi calon isteri terbaik, ustazah pun blh gak...bangga ada kawan camni..

senang kata, semua dah ada jalan sendiri..

waktu zaman sekolah, tak terbayang everything will be like this..

buat budak2 sekolah, appreciate your school life..

like seriously, u gonna miss it.

i miss it

miss it a lot..

i did lot of mistakes back then.. 

so, since you guys still have time, dengar my words ni ye adik2...(ecehhh~)

if u feel annoyed with your teachers, don't be.. how much u hate them, how much u can't understand, try to be a good student..

in my case, i did sometime hate few teachers.. i thought they're not a good teacher.. i can't understand what the heck they're teaching infront and choose to ignore them..

but now, i hate myself because i'm the one who don't put enough effort to understand what they're teaching..

i'd met so many kind of teachers.. they've their own charm..

budak lelaki slalu kena sepak dgn sir vijan kan.. and most of them hate it kan..

well, don't hate him because u're gonna miss him the most..

yang perempuan x penah kena sir vijan.. so, i'm jealous with boys actually..

ada yang tak suka cikgu Kucai..

don't hate him.. he's such a nice man... like a father at one point...

ada yang takut dengan Miss Liz..

i did.. i'm so scared at first.. like super scared.. but hey, she's one of the best English teacher i'd ever knew..

when she asked u to speak in English, it's quite annoying isn't it.. 

but believe me, it'll help u a lot in your uni life.. same goes to me..

if u hate your BM teachers, don't hate them.. they're the best teachers u would ever have..

they really are.. i know some of them.. they are not your teacher.. they are your mothers..

so, actually, dah jauh tersasar sebenarnya..hehehe~

nawaitu nak tulis just nak kata, i'm getting older, tu je.. hahaha..

tiba2 emosi terlebih kejap tadi..

and, bila dapat cerita pasal Anand, lagi terasa makin tua...hahaha..

hahaha... yup, anand datang sekolah.. bagi motivasi kat bebudak..

jangan salah sangka, i don't have any crush on him or whateva it is.. just respect him as a friend and he is a successful person and an excellent student.. bukan nak puji lebih , but he is...

dapat cerita dia datang sekolah, terasa diri makin dewasa... 

entah berapa tahun nanti, datang semua pakat dah kerja..

cikgu jemput kami na, insyaAllah, yang datang semua doktors, engineers, cikgu, nurse, pakar2, lawyer, biz person, architects, and so much more... insyaAllah..

orang2 yang cikgu boleh banggakan, and u can always said that those guys are your students..

insyaAllah..

pray for us..

pray for me..

May God bless us..

still in that mood tho.. hehehe.. sorry.. i do need time...

i wrote a lot don't i.. hahaha... sekali sekala lepas rindu menulis..

so, live your precious life guys..

till we meet..

insyaAllah..

P/s : Song of the month : Titanium

XOXO,

uknoWho

It's 15...

Assalamualaikum and hye =)

dah lama sangat tak buat post..

I'm so sorry...

my life sangat sangat sangat hectic.. 2nd sem of asasi year seem so short..

abundant of assignments, tests and quizzes and so much more..

plus few things happened..

so, the time to write on this blog tak kunjung tiba..

so, curi kejap masa.. just to write something...

people asked me so many Qs... ada yg tak sempat dibalas pun..

jadi, dikesempatan ini, izinkan saya menjawab few of them.. ecehhh~ hehehe

first Q, how are u?

i'm fine.. tq for asking.. i'm surviving..

2nd Q, what exactly happen to your life these days?

Many things happened.. biasa la.. dalam life ada ups and downs..

3rd, menyesal tak?

of course tak..

4th, where are u going afterwards?

not sure yet, few months back, i did made few plans, but now, kena ubah skit kot.. hehehe... macam tak brape kena je plan tu..

5th, how's Asasi life?

one word. HORRIBLE

6th, after habis asasi nak buat apa?

not sure yet.. but most probably kawen... hahaha.. dah nak tau sangatkan.. ambek...

7th, don't u missed?

Always..

8th, and who are u talking about up there?

Him..

9th, who?

Ma Bro

10th, till when?

Till the end... life is fair and square.. God plans it well..who said life will end with happily ever after.. u don't need to be with to be happy.. 

 appreciating is more than enough..

11th, why is it the title like that?

Because it's 15th.. yesterday.. and yup, i count.. still counting..

12th, still? even after all things happened?

There's no reason for me to stop..

Any last words?

Life is not something to be regret with.. life is something to be proud of.. 

put colors into your life, and remember BLACK is a color too..

head up, strengthen your heart, be strong

everything gonna be ok..

let time heal everything..

and one more thing, i miss my sis the most...

and few things changed..

example, i prefer study in McD now.. i'm not sure why..

tapi dah jadi macam regular customer kat McD sec.7 tu..

nak cari wa senang je..

lu datang ar jumaat or weekend..

memang wa overnight sana..

agak2 bosan, teman wa study law... hahaha... acah je..

so, bila dah dok lama kat sana, mula la berangan macam2..

i really wish someone will accompany me study there.. like study together..

enjoy hot choc together...

maen pas2 sticky notes..

ok, mlalut... hahaha.. hasil bacaan novel Melayu secara berterusan.. *sigh*

but seriously, i really wish i can do that..

ingat nak buat sem lepas.. tapi masing2 sibuk..

nak continue this sem, but somehow, things happened, tak sempat..

wish i have more time because there're things that are still not done yet..

make me feels incomplete.. tergantung..

insyaAllah, ada rezeki i'll finish it up..

a promise..

at least i still got 18 wishes to be granted..

so yeah... thats all..

do take care...

drive carefully...

take care with your hearts guys..

live your life

and last but not least, pray for my study, my exam, may i passed my final with flying colours, may Allah ease the process and journey to there.. 

may my dream come true this year, may my heart be stronger..

pray that everything will be on the track like old days back..

i never loose hope, and you too.. don't..

XOXO,

uknoWho